BTS OneShot Collection

She's A Lonely Boy (YoonKook) FLUFF/ANGST

"What could be wrong with me?" This was something Jungkook just couldn't answer on his own."There must be something wrong with the way I am." He just stared up at the ceiling as he was lying on his back upon his bed. Thoughts about recent events kept swarming around in his mind. Things just weren't good for him at the moment, and he didn't know what he could do about it all.

Getting up from his bed, Jungkook made his way out of his bedroom and into the bathroom. He approached the sink and placed his hands on either side, peering at the mirror that hung over it."What's wrong with me?" he asked his reflection."Is it the way I look?" Lifting a hand, Jungkook poked at his cheek a couple times then slid his fingertip over an eyebrow."Is it my eyes?" He closed one eye and lightly touched his eyelid."Maybe my hair?" He did remember being told to comb it more often, but he'd never thought that it was really an issue.

"Or is it...just me, in general?" Jungkook let out a hefty sigh and tried to think of what he could possibly do."Should I just not be me anymore? But how do I stop being me?" Thinking deeply about how to stop being himself, he got an idea."I'll just become someone else. I'll be a new person, someone completely different. The more different, the better."

Leaving the bathroom, he went straight back to his bedroom and grabbed his laptop from atop the dresser."I can become someone else. I'll be someone new and find someone to accept the new me." He seated himself onto his bed and opened the laptop. With his mind set on what he was going to do, he began browsing, searching for exactly what he needed.

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A ring of the doorbell and the sound of boxes being dropped right outside gave Jungkook the boost he needed to get motivated. The things he needed had arrived. He had ordered some things, and he finally had them. Opening the front door, he could see the deliveryman going back to his vehicle. He looked down at the boxes near his front door and felt a rush of excitement surge through him. He needed these things. With these, he could become a new person.

Jungkook took the boxes to his bedroom and dropped them onto his bed."This is it. Time to become a new person." He started opening the boxes and pulling out the contents he had ordered. He laid everything out on his bed to view it all."Where do I start though?" Lifting his hands, he rubbed his face a little and sighed."I'll start with my face. That's probably one of the biggest issues anyway."

Grabbing what he needed, he took it into the bathroom and set it by the sink."How do I even do this?" Pulling out his phone from his pocket, Jungkook opened a streaming app he often watched and searched for the right kind of channel. Someone had to stream what he needed, right? Searching through channels, he found one that could help."Okay, just need a past video to watch." He looked through the streamer's videos and selected one that seemed to be what he needed."Found a tutorial. Let's do this." He encouraged himself.

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Nervousness rang through Jungkook's mind as he stared at the nightclub."I can do this." he whispered to himself."This is the perfect place to test this out." He ran his fingers through the nicely-brushed black wig he wore and resisted the urge to nibble anxiously on his reddened lips. He slightly adjusted the folded collar of his soft white blouse, false nails making that a little more difficult than it would normally be."I'm a new person. I'm not me anymore."

Stepping inside the nightclub, Jungkook glanced around, scanning the interior with his dark eyes. The place was crowded, which he had expected. This nightclub was quite popular. I hope someone here can accept the new me. He thought. He hoped he looked okay. Hell, he hoped he looked pretty. He was a new person entirely. He now presented himself as a long-haired woman. He almost had the perfect body for it. Of course, lack of breasts was a bit of a setback, but he had a solution that he hoped would work.