When Alpha Created Omega

Stress

I didn't wait for the pack to come back to life. Probably only second's after the announcement I sped off in the opposite direction.

Thought's of my brothers present seemed to feel so far in the past. Things just escalated so fast, I could only act on pure impulse.

I ran past a few lake's and the river that flows down the whole side of the mountain. Trees blur past me and the colorful leaves blind my sight. Almost swallowing me into the forest it self.

I'm a black blur racing down the side of the mountain, every so often taking large leap's in the air.

Why couldn't he just announce my brothers engagement by it self? I know how much I disappoint him on a daily basis. My strength and place in this pack comes with a price.

Hearing whisper's at night between my parents about switching my title over to cass could be heared.When we were children he felt slapped in the face with being beared a Female Alpha then a male right after.

Father dosent necessarily like the None traditional wolves life style but many times over he's wished he could bend the rule's like them.

I don't want to face the pack and I don't have time to go into town now. There's always a change of clothe's in the back of the suvs, so I can just change when I reach the base of the mountain.

Hope is strongly fighting off the deep feeling of disappointment in me. Just the chance I may have my very own mate make's my claw's dig deeper into the ground.

Pushing myself faster, my heart beat becomes numb to my ears. It only take's me a few minute's to break into the clearance.

At this part of are territory we have parked a nice row of black suvs. Very nice to travel in down the flat dirt roads that leads into the small towns bellow us.

Father said we were going as far as the capital though. I can feel my heart start to do a weired twitch in between beats again. My fur sticks up like I'm just some dog with rabies.

He honestly can't expect me to be gone for more then a week can he?! That's 3 days travel time towards the capital and then back, plus the time we spend their.........hes also leaving Cass in charge for that long....

Pacing around in the clearance is doing nothing to calm down my anxiety. I know I need to change and shift soon but I can't let this trip start with a screaming match before we even hit the road.

What if this is a test....... I wouldn't put it past him to snatch my rightful place away. I can hear the words "By Default" ring in my head. Them are the words that will be said if I can't find my own mate.

Being always seen as a liability in his eyes, this would make it easy for him to pawn me off to another pack. To ashamed in the fact a girl is his legitiment heir.

Everyone is expecting me to fight the situation..... I bet Cass isn't even surprised I abandoned breakfast and didn't even bother to say Happy birthday.

A bitter taste enters my mouth and my stomach turns and tightens in knots. As I move closer to the truck near me.

With out much thought I shift with out a puase and all that could be heard around me is the soft snap of my bones going back into place.

The sun gleams down on to the back of the black truck and makes me squint my eyes as reach for the handle to the hatch.

I opened the back and in small shopping bags are changes of clothes for situations like these. We often tear up are clothes while shifting.

I quickly pull out plain black leggings with a plain black tank top. I love that the tank tops have built in sports bras.

I hate changing clothes I wish I could all ways love in my fur. I hastly grab a pair of running shoes and socks and slam the door hatch down.

The sun being so bright gave me a nice distorted veiw of my naked reflection. Hard blue eyes and wild long red curls frame my face.

Before I start getting lost in my naked body I quickly shove on the clothes. I love seeing myself naked and giving my self body goal's to work on.

I could do it for hours,but trust me it's a bit embarrassing when caught staring at your naked self. I wouldnt like not to repeat that horror again.

My bones ache from the rapid stress my body and emotions are taking on. I walk around to the passenger side door and hop in. The feel of warm leather helps calm my fragile nerve's.

I mess around with the seating adjustment's and lower my seat back, so I can take a more comfortable nap.
If he's really serious about this then he can go ahead and pack my clothe's for me.

Hell he can pick my mate out for me for all I care, I dont care anymore. All I ever really wanted was to feel the full strength that a Alpha gets from leading the pack. Don't get me wrong having a mate that love's you unconditionally is also a plus.

I just want to have my rightful place in the world. I am a warrior in need of a mate to give me strong off spring. I'm pappered to die for my pack but not if I can't leave a peice of me behind.

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Author note.

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BTW Iven come's from a traditional war pack. Im not sure if I was clear about that or not :)