stardust|jw

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-Lee Sunhi-

"This is not good" I sighed heavily for the nth time
"This isn't good, this isn't good" I repeated desperately as I looked for my phone, immediately calling Jackson

"The number you are trying to reach is out of-" the annoying voicemail said
"Fuck" I bit down on my bottom lip
"Answer, answer, answ- Jinyoung? Hey! You guys are okay? I saw the news, what even happened?"

"Sunha, relax, okay? We're alright. A trailer crashed into one of our cars while we were returning to Seoul from Busan..

We're okay, the majority of us were in the car behind and only got a few scratches, but Jackson and BamBam were both on the car who took impact directly, we're at the hospital right now"
Jinyoung spoke, and as I heard the words 'hospital' and 'Jackson and BamBam took the impact' my heart dropped to my stomach and my anxiety grew wild

"I'm coming"
"What? Sunhi, you're in Jap-"
"I don't care, okay?! See you" I hanged up and threw my phone into my purse. I was about to have a mental break down, but I decided that wouldn't be of help at the moment, so I held back all I could.

I quickly informed Akihiro and my dad about the situation, I contacted Jackson's parents who were also on their way to Korea, and even made it to the airport and inside the plane without crying.

But as the flight took off, I couldn't help and ball my eyes out. I was freaking out! I didn't know the condition that both guys were in, and that was killing me the most.

For when I arrived at the hospital, it was almost midnight, and everyone was still there. Jackson's parents were already there as well as Bam's mom, the guys seemed all restless and that made me start crying all over again as soon as I entered the waiting room.

"Honey, come here" Jackson's mom said while embracing me into a tight hug. She had been crying too, but even so she was trying to help me relax myself
"How are them?" I sobbed as I let go of the hug, looking at all the other guys, who had red eyes and some even had tear stained cheeks
"Bam's already out of risk, we were with him not long ago.. he's asleep right now, but he's alright" Yugyeom told me

"But Jackson has been in surgery for almost three hours now" Mark said with little panic on his voice. I didn't hesitate to walk up to him and hug the life out of him, I knew he needed it more than anyone else right now

"He's Jackson Wang y'all.. he's going to be alright" I said as Mark and I let go of our hug, everyone was silent though.. we knew our Jackson was strong, but we also knew this was serious.

Another hour passed; Yugyeom and Youngjae had fallen asleep, along with BamBam's mom who made herself comfortable inside her son's room and Mark who had cried to sleep. While the rest of us were wide awake, desperate for a new, for a good new.

Just as my eyelids were giving in, the doctor walked out of the surgery room, and everyone stood up in a split of second

"He's out of risk now" the doctor said, making us all breath easy for the first time since the accident
"He has two broken ribs, a broken leg and a contusion.. that accident was terrible, they were both very lucky" I sighed, taking a seat next to Jaebeom, him hugging me comfortingly. This time I cried, but with happy tears, he was alright!

"However, he has to stay here for a while, we have yet to find out the side effects, and check him properly.. visits aren't allowed yet, so I suggest you all go home.. only one may stay with him" he instructed; everyone looked my way, but I wanted his mom to stay, since I knew how worried she must have been.. after all, it was her son..

"You stay, Sunhi" Ma said, as if reading what I was thinking
"Are you sure?" I asked quietly
"Of course I am, go take care of your man" she said with a warm and sweet smile, patting my head lightly. I smiled back and nodded, saying goodbye to everyone else, walking inside Jackson's room after.

"He'll probably wake up tomorrow evening, but he might be able to hear you" the doctor, who had guide me to his room, said
"I guess I'll try talking to him" I said
"Thanks, doctor" I said, and with an apologetic smile and a bow, he left.

What was in front of my eyes was heartbreaking.
Jackson was attached to a machine, and also had an oxygen mask to help him breath..  his bandages were covering various parts of his body.
I pulled up a chair beside his bed, and sat there, staring at him, his face, his damaged features.. tears started rolling down my cheeks, he must had been scared when it all happened.

I took his hand in mine, and rubbed circles on it "I know you're gonna be alright, Jacks" I said
"You're gonna get up from here, and go back to being the big ball of sunshine you are" I smiled sadly, watching as he rested peacefully.

Seeing him like this pained me, but I was going to stick to him more than ever.

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"Doctor! He woke up, help!" I yelled, nurses immediately rushing to the room along with a doctor. They checked his pulse, vital signs, made sure he hadn't lost his memory and some other things

"Sunhi? You're here?" Was the first thing he said to me, I smiled, yet again, tears running down my cheeks
"Of course I am! How could I not?" I said walking closer to his bed. He smiled softly, taking my hand in his
"I'm alright, you shouldn't have come" he said looking up at me. I replied with a soft sad smile, I knew he wasn't as fine as he thought he was

"He might not be able to perform as he used to, again"

The words that the doctor said replayed in my head, over and over.

"If he wants to go back to his career, he might need a full year to recover completely"

He didn't know this yet though, but I knew his world was about to crumble down.