stardust|jw

-8-

-Jackson Wang-

"So, the event that's the closest is MAMA, we aren't going to have you perfrom there yet, but we also have the fan meet in January and, we have Rajamangala in Thailand, so we all have to work hard towards that" Jaebeom said

"Plus the company suggests you have a little fan meet in china, to help the fans ease out and let them know you're doing good"  and our manager continued, I nodded along, indicating I understood everything they were telling me

"Got it, then I shall get to practice!" I said with a soft smile

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"five, six, seven, eight"

"and one, and two, and three  and four" i repeated under my breath, a similar sound coming from the rest of guys who were helping me catch up with dancing. We had already been discussing strategies and projects the whole morning, and practiced vocals in the evening, so right now, it was dancing. I felt a little tired by now, but I wanted I could push myself a little harder...

"shi-!" i winced a littlem feeling a stinging pain on my leg

"Seun-ah! Are you okay?" asked a very worried Jaebeom, all the others beside me on the floor, I was having a terrible cramp, it was very likely for it to have been caused because I'd been standing for a lot today, and now I was even dancing, so this was going to happen at some point..

"y-yes, it's just a cramp" i replied, but still the pain was there as I was trying to ease the tension built up on my foreleg

"okay, that's enough for today then" he said, concern still clear on his face but also sounding  eased as we all know this things happen often

"can you stand up?" Yugyeom asked, him taking my right arm and Jinyoung taking  my left arm, helping me up

"thanks, guys" i said with a soft sigh, moving my leg around a little, not feeling completely well, but thanfully better than a few seconds ago.

"Should we all have dinner together? It's been long since the seven of us had been in one room" Youngjae suggested

"I agree! Our Seunie's back, this deserves celebration!"  Mark said while resting his hand on my  shoulder, making me smile at him

"I missed you guys, a lot" i said truthfully, letting a soft sigh escape my lips

"We missed you too man, don't leave us ever again, okay?" BamBam said with a smile.

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"That's not true! I just, encouraged you to talk to him!" BamBam shouted over the music that was being played at the bar and restaurant we were hanging at

"LIES!" Yugyeom shouted back, having the rest of us dying with their small anecdote of how Bam pushed Gyeom against JYP to have him ask about  what he had thought about his songs

"You two are unbelievable" I said while wiping my eyes a little from all the laughter. Their bickering went on and one, but other conversations started around it; we were all having an amazing time, when is us seven, it's better.

"by the way, how's Sunhi? We haven't heard much of her but what's always on the news!" Youngjae asked, him and the 97 line had always been very close with Sunha, even though we were all good friends, but their bond, was a nice one.

"She's doing better now, she's been very busy with planning and I believe she's working on collabs with other artists as well" I told them, a smile spreading onto my face as soon as her name was mentioned

"what about you guys, when are you finally getting down on the knee? Her promise ring's nice, but i bet she'll like a compromise ring better" Mark said, making me remember the first time she met my parents and the promise I made, about giving her the best proposal she could think of, when the timing was on our side.

After that was said my mind completely drifted to that thought alone; I heard the ongoing conversations around me but, to my ears, it was noise only. I couldn't get my mind off those memories, and the fact that timing wasn't on our side now either.

Actually, if I was to say it, this was the worst moment to start planning a wedding, with her projects and the fact that she was soon to start traveling for some business deals in america, and that I was trying to get back on track with Team Wang and GOT7, made the thought of proposing sound like a joke.

But if during this time, I've learnt something, is that timing might never be perfect, things might not always go as planned, and that nothing in this world is certain.

And what does that mean, exactly? You may ask.

That I, was not letting the shinning light that had been guiding me all along, leave my side, ever again.

Cause our souls, were meant to dance with each other's, forever more.

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(n/a: double update! i must say, it's been very hard to figure out how exactly to continue this book, so i might end it very soon, i'm very sorry guys :(.. i really hope you're staying healthy and safe guys, take care!! )

-andyxx