stardust|jw

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-Jackson Wang-

"Year long Rest" was the only thing that had been playing in my head since the moment I was told it

"If you want to keep on performing"

How was I supposed to keep myself still in bed for three whole months? How was I supposed to stop working for a whole year? I was going to fall behind in the industry if I took this break, I couldn't afford to do so

But what could I do about it? I couldn't move without any help because the pain I felt was greater than any other I've felt before.
My body was sore because of the surgery and added to that my leg was starting to itch badly, but I didn't dare to scratch it.

I felt so upset at everyone and everything that was happening right now. BamBam was already walking normally, he only needed to rest for a few weeks then he could go back to his normal life, but how unfair was it that I was still stuck in this bed?

I surely didn't wish he was in my place, but why did we have to get in that car crash to start off?

I just couldn't finish processing it

My eyes were closed as my brain was storming all these thoughts, I was restless.

I also knew Sunhi had good intentions in being here, but I didn't want her getting stuck just because of me, I wanted her to keep on moving like she normally would..
and I also couldn't get through my head how she could be here, with a useless piece of trash like I was in this moment. I couldn't give her anything she needed, so why would she stay? I didn't need to be protected either, I was capable of taking care of myself.

"Jackson! I made Mexican tacos! Want some?" Her cheerful voice was the only noise being made as I was still laying down on my bed

"No, thanks you" I replied without even turning to look at her
"Are you s-"
" I said no, Sunhi, can you register that and leave, please?" I said harshly, I didn't even know why but since the news I couldn't stand her being around me, or anyone really. The guys had been around a few times, Park Jinyoung also came by, along with various friends, but every time I would urge them to leave

I only wanted and deserved to be alone

Because honestly, why would anyone support someone as useless as I was right now? Why?

"O-okay" she said and closed the door again.
Great, now I most likely made her cry
Just, great. I huffed out in annoyance, attempting to fall asleep, but I couldn't. I couldn't stop thinking about everything going on in my life, it was

too much.
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-Lee Sunhi-

"Yeah, I'm sure. I'm telling you I was there yesterday, and by the way I see it in the study, it's way more convenient settling the main office here in Seoul.. yeah, Japan has been the biggest for a long time, but since Got7 has been sponsors on events and stuff, sales had increased here, ranking even higher than Tokyo's" I was sitting on Jackson's couch doing some numbers and talking to my dad about moving the main office to Korea

Ever since Jackson and I talked about marriage, I've wanted to move my business here, since he was here most of the time, and since I was most likely staying here the whole year while he was still recovering, it was a smart move to do it now.

"Yeah, okay! Sure, come by tomorrow if you'd like and we can finish our evaluations.. I'm sure you won't be disappointed, dad, I'm telling you! I'm impressed myself by these numbers... yeah, okay, bye, love you"

I sighed with content as I end my call. I was satisfied with the way things were going in the business, definitely!

I quickly wrote down something's my dad had told me to look into before our meeting tomorrow, and after that I called Akihiro, letting him now about our plans

"Yes, I think we'll be moving by the end of the month" I informed while flipping the pen in my fingers
"No, don't worry.. I know, but I'm thinking in leaving the CEO chair to you. You're literally the only one I trust with the task" I said with a smile. He was just telling how the company could fall if I wasn't there, and so I let him know how I think it wouldn't fall

"Miss, Is this for real?! I swear I won't be a disappointment, thank you for your consideration" he said into the phone, making me smile widely
"I know you'll do a great job, Akihiro.. for now, could you help me book a flight to Tokyo by next week.. well then, be okay! Bye" I said, ending the call with satisfaction. Honestly in other circumstances I would go to Jackson's bedroom and jump on him, to tell him how happy I was.

But right now, he was most likely to snap me out of my mood, so I rather not even tell him about my achievements, in this moment
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"Hey babe, it's time for your pills" I said, walking inside the room with a glass of water. I set it on his night table and opened the pill bottle, taking out two and handing them to him

His eyes were closed, like usual, but I knew he was awake. I waited for a few seconds, and decided it was a good idea to speak up again, but just as I was about to, he slowly took the pills from my hand and drank them

"Now, leave" he said, without  opening his eyes; I sighed, knowing he was likely to say this. It already had been two weeks and he was still drowning in this weird depression, and I could do nothing about it, it hurt.

"I know" I said and stood up "I'll bring dinner, please eat a little" I said

"Please, Sunha, just stop caring"