stardust|jw

-9-

-Jackson wang-

Today, I went live on vlive and let me tell you it felt so good to be back! Everyone was so nice and left very encouraging messages for me to read; I've always felt that ahgases are more than I could have ever asked for. I know very well, that they're always working hard in voting, streaming, and sometimes even promoting us. Being honest, the company has always had very big holes when it came to promotions. They've done things that outrage us, but for now, we can only bear it and work harder to try and catch the public's attention by ourselves.

As soon as I turned the live off and exited the app, I took a selfie, edited it and went to Sunhi to see what she thought about it 

"Hey, Sunha, can you tell me your opinion on this selca?" I asked as I entered the room and dropped myself in the bed we started sharing not too long ago.

"You always look very handsome," she said after having a look at it, kissing my cheek lovingly afterward, making a grin spread wide and proud on my face 

"Should I take some pictures for you to post?" she suggested, knowing well I like keeping my fans updated on social media, and since I had stopped posting for so long, I figured it was about time to start posting again. 

"Please" I replied with a smile. And just like that, we started having a small casual photo shoot. Sunhi was a very talented marketer, so she knew very well which kind of pictures were going to do better on my page, I trusted her a lot with this task; sometimes, when we laugh and joke around, or when we chill and cuddle together, I forget the wholesome woman I have the luck to have by my side, helping me through life.

"I think these two are the best," she said after reviewing the pictures carefully, handing me my phone back in the process 

"Good, thanks babe," I said, giving her lips a quick peck, quickly posting some of the pictures and selfies I took on my social platforms, having Sunhi laying down beside me, also scrolling through  her phone.

Just as I finished posting the pictures, I felt Sunhi tense beside me. My gaze followed the small gasp that escaped her lips, and I noticed how her eyes were still glued to the phone

"Are you okay?" I asked, sitting up and slowly taking the phone from her hands but she was quick to react, snatching the phone away from me and crashing it onto the wall

"Babe? What's the matter?" I asked, taking aback by her reaction since it was very unlike her, but she said nothing, and went straight into the room's bathroom.

"Sunha, please, talk to me" I said from the other side of the bathroom's door, and though it took her a few minutes, she opened, having her face damp with angry tears.

This time I said nothing, and hugged her tightly to myself, she started crying into my chest. I was mentally freaking out since I didn't know what was happening, but I knew for sure, she needed me to be strong for her.

"I- ugh!" she started, but stopped herself midway, frustration written all over her.

"J-Jackson, I need to tell you something" she looked up at me, having already calmed herself down a little. 

And what I thought I would never hear of again, I heard.

(a/n: I'm back! And i have good news; special by jackson gave so much inspiration for this book, bc I started starlight with that sort of feel 'let's drive around with zero worries' and 'you shine brighter when you are yourself', so I'll keep on trying my best to give this book a good ending. Much love, Stream breath and last piece y'all!! )

-xx