Tears of a Angel & Screams of a Demon

My Pain#2

I don't fuck with people I try to stay in my lane following other people I don't see nothing to gain don't say u know me if u never shared my pain I don't even call to girls that's the reason some bitches try to say that I'm gay I be talking to myself n people say that I'm psycho in reality I'm cold hearted bitch want to know about me don't get me started if u try to understand me I'll leave ur head in a spiral people try to hold me down but I climb made a lot of mistakes but I'mma keep trying if u say u'r my real friend then keep on riding bitch if u know u don't love me u can
dismiss u'r searching for my gold do u need a map it would be a sin to kill u cause eventually u'll do that to urself don't believe me here's a mirror look at ur self u'r already broken fake friends
don't u worry everything will be revealed in the end feel like falling in love but what's the sense relationships are like a movie it's just play pretend will I ever find the right girl only time will tell when I'm round people is like I'm claustrophobic fuck a bitch two time n she thinks she knows me tried to make me smoke her lies then I started choking don't tell me that u'r
loyal cause we both know u'r joking just a lil money would make u switch u'r a hore u don't got no problem riding another man's dick my life doesn't feel like mine I'm begining to wonder if it's stolen just to find a lil happiness in life I'm hoping suicidal thoughts got me wanting to slit my wrist when I think about memories that I can't forget my heart is one of love's play toys that's it has outgrown n discarded but my mind is a shadow that tries to hide the scars n abuse it has went through with love but I put that shit aside ain't gon make it give me migraine but still if u'r a bad
bitch we can link but don't try to equal me cause my mind is more complicated than algebra girl but if u only with me for the dollars then u gon have to move from around go find urself another clown but still I have respect for u hoes cause u fuck for what u want but u cannot be in my future cause my future is my own 9 years locked up in my loneliness I didn't even see a mouse swear I had to break out of it on my own when I was nothing people didn't see me now I'm something they be blowing up my phone I'm like please hold fake friends
coming my way I lock the door I need my space cut them off cause realness is flowing through my veins I don't care if they bad mind me cause when I'm done showering n they can't find their bitch they're wifeing up I'll be using her tongue as a towel this life has turn me into a savage I don't carry feelings for people cause that's just baggage i don't trust people cause people change many will say they love u but only a few will really mean it if any at all remembering days when I used to struggle nobody gave me anything so I had to hustle did some things that I'm
not proud of but i was skill so I never landed in trouble but I'm not perfect everybody got their flaws motivation I use as a hook to swing on the tree branches of success every bitch I fuck say I'm the best but I never wife a hoe when I'm done fucking one I always say who's next some people think I'm the same person i was back then seems they live in the past but I live in the now I'mma rise above all their expectations n limits they have set for me that's a vow a bitch will only tell me she loves me if I have something she wants says she's loyal like what the fuck u talking
about heres a mint cause u always got dick in ur mouth when I smoke I'm in my own world diving in a sea of logic blasting at me like twin stereos was in a state of depression for a while thought I lost my mind got me acting hysterical i don't put my faith in promises bitch says she really loves me I'm like again with this shit said her heart was pure as gold I threw some acid on it like wtf this is copper girl don't tell me u love me without meaning it just leave me ain't gon give u my heart cause u gon break it n I'mma need it nobody can fool me in reality u gon have to dream it 👌💯🔥🔥