Stains Of The Past (Ateez, Woosan)

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"Oh come on Woo! Jumping from a tree won't kill you! Just jump I promise that you won't get hurt" a young blond hair yelled into a tree where another little boy was histoacryl crying and shaking his head no over and over again "N-No! Im sorry San but I-I can't do it! Just please get my d-daddy please" the boy pleaded his best friend with hot tears streaming tears running down his face.

San nodded and rushed to get the boys dad, Woo just sat there in the tree crying his little heart out. San rushed back while Woo's dad just walked up annoyed and pissed off at his son who was still crying on top of a tree branch "D-daddy help me please! I-I'm scared" Woo said hoping that his dad would help him down from the tree but that never happened his father did the he just stood there looking at his son with pure anger. Woo got scared and he just jumped and landed on his feet before falling to the ground "Get the fuck up! Stop crying and get your ass home now!"

That day was the first of many beatings Woo would have from his parents, now he's sixteen in high school, and his childhood best friend San now doesn't even talk to Woo anymore, well when he's not beating this shit out of him or telling him to kill himself over and over throughout the week.

Today was no different, Woo was walking in the hallways wearing long sleeved shirt and some black jeans to cover up what hid under the clothes, the painful memories of his failures of making his parents happy of him, or the bruises that his childhood best friend made saying he's a pussy or crybaby, but Woo never understood why he changed out of the sudden in high school but Woo just missed his friend, he missed the laughs, smiles, hugs, crying, everything they did, Woo knew he liked his best friend but he didn't admit saying that he did like him.

Anyway while he was walking to his locker of course there was a group of boys waiting for him "hey look it's the school's cock sucker! Hey Woo, wanna come give me a quickie?" Woo heard those words and felt disgusted by them and how they teased him just for his sexual orientation. "N-No... please just leave me alone, I just want to get my things" Woo said softy trying to open his locker but San pushed Woo into the locker "You already know we don't take orders from a faggot, no one loves you and never will, how about you follow us up to the roof so you can finally kill yourself? Mhm, yeah come on we're going to the roof" San grabbed Woo's shirt and started to drag him to the stairs that lead to the rooftop. Their actions and words brought tears to his eyes, he was riddled with anxiety and panic "p-please n-no, let m-me go!" Woo pleaded the boys who were dragging him to his death, Woo wanted to die but not like this. He wanted to die on his own ways and hands. He wanted to be alone so no one see's his mental breakdown and his suffering.

San dragged Woo who was now crying, but he didn't feel anything, and I don't mean like sadness or regret for his actions, no I mean he's completely numb of feelings and his own mind is in control, not the real him, it's all the pain he has felt over the years.

The years of humiliation, anger, sadness, just everything up to the point where he has become so emotionally numb. He has changed himself, he bullies almost everyone but mostly the person who was there for almost his whole life, Woo. San doesn't understand why he is like this but he couldn't feel anything or could care to feel anything. All he does now is drink and fight until he can't remember anything.

When the boys got to the roof they dragged Woo to the edge, watching him painting heavily on the ground shaking "Get up there you fucking faggot!" San screamed at Woo who only flinched from the loudness of his voice. Woo didn't want to make San even more mad so he slowly got up and looked over the edge, from so far above he could only imagine what his body what look like when he hit the hard pavement, the blood smearing across the ground, his bone smashing on impact. He was scared of what would happen after death. Would anyone miss him? Would anyone care? All the questions filling his head.

"Are you just going to fucking stand there? Or do you want me to fucking push you off?" San said walking closer to Woo "N-No, I-I got it..." Woo said lifting his leg to the other side of the railing, his heartbeat quickened, his last moments are going to be mocked by a group of high school boys. He only wanted to be left alone, so he could think this through but now he has no choice, it's either kill himself or be murdered by San.

So he did what any normal person would do, he decides to do it himself, he took a long deep breath knowing this would be his final one, he looked around before letting go of the rail, he turned his head to see the group of boys, they were recording him while San was just standing there waiting for Woo to jump "I guess this is goodbye San... I would say see you again but I'm not going to, bye"

Then it happened, Woo jumped from the roof, the air rushing through his hair, the drumming sound of his heart echoing through his ears, he knew that this was it. He was dead and no one would care, just one more useless soul on the dreadful planet. Or so he thought, when he hit the pavement all he felt was the pain, the pain of his body. He started to cry. His painful sobs echoed through the air, until a bunch of teachers and the principal rushed out.

Everything started to fade away from Woo's ears, the feeling of being crushed was still there, it was overwhelming but all he could hear next was the ambulance sirens in the distance before everything went dark and silent.

San just sat there wanting to feel something but nothing was there, absolutely nothing he just sat there looking at the place where Woo jumped from and tried to figure out what he just told Woo to do, it was like he wasn't fully in control of himself, but his thoughts were cut off when he heard some distanced sirens, he was confused, he looked over the rail to see people surrounding someone. San knew exactly who it was, it was no other than Woo, well duh he did just jumped from a two story building, onto hard stone pavement.

San just stood there, and for some stupid reason he smiled, but it wasn't a happy nor any other smile, just a plane emotionless smile, he turned around to his friends who were just flabbergasted at what they just witnessed "Holy shit! He really jumped! I-I don't want to go to jail, we-we're all going to go to jail for this!" One boy said with pure fear in his voice "eh, we won't as long as he didn't survive we're good and if he did then I'll make sure he doesn't talk about it" San said walking back towards the stairwell.