Stains Of The Past (Ateez, Woosan)

7

Woo wasn't sad or mad he was just annoyed, everytime when he thinks him and San are getting closer every time San proves Woo's thoughts wrong, he just wants his friend back.

Woo was just walking away from the classroom into someone's arms wrap around his waist tightly "Don't go.... Please... I need someone right now..." Woo knew that voice to well and the arms around him are making his heart beat faster "San what are you doing? Get off of me, You clearly only wanted to bully me and-" ''No I didn't mean to say that, I read it and i'm sorry Woo.." San said hugging and cutting off Woo's sentence "please.. I'm sorry Woo" San said softly causing Woo to sigh softly "Fine, and wait you read the paper?" San nodded against Woo's back "Well, I meant everything I said on the paper" Woo said which caused San to let go of his waist.

San felt something hit his chest when Woo said those words "w-what" is all San said before falling to the ground unconscious making Woo's eyes widen "San!" Woo then grabbed San's body.

The strong smell of alcohol was coming off his breath was soft and his heart was quickly beating. All what was going through his head was to get San to safety or somewhere where someone could help him. He limped his San's arms over his shoulder while his hand is on his waist. Not knowing how heavily San would be, Woo started to walk to his house. Tuesday was the only day both of Woo's parents weren't home.

It was a struggle but Woo finally got to his house but the next struggle has yet to come. How would he explain why San is in his house to him when he wakes up sober.

Woo layed San down on his bed watching the male sink into the sheets of the thick comforter Woo felt like San was gone, not physically gone but like mentaly and emotionally gone. This San was not the San Woo knows and remembers from childhood fuck even in middle school San wasn't this bad.

He never drank when they were younger or at least all that he knows he didn't. Maybe Woo was trying to pretend like San was not like this when they were little kids. And maybe his mind was completely wrong thinking they were best friends and San hated him when they were little kids but was told to be nice to Woo.

All these thoughts brought tears to Woo's eyes, possibly his childhood best friend never liked him in the first place. Woo felt the silent tears come down his face, these tears were completely different from any other tears he's cried before, these were filled with emotions not just tears from pain or just tears that come out of nowhere from the numbness he felt. These were from sadness and the feeling of not being able to see the old San that Woo loved and felled for.

San was different from his childhood self his inner demons had eaten him whole taking the small innocent boy away from the light of the world and dragging him through the darkness of the world making him go numb and hating the world and everyone closes to him, Including his best friend Woo.

Woo tried to wipe his eyes to stop the tears from flowing down his face but the tears wouldn't stop coming down his face. Woo didn't realized that when he was crying that San woke up and he was watching him into his senses hit him and he brought Woo in for a hug wrapping his arms around his waist.

"Hey what's wrong Woo.. tell me" San said into the crying boy who just kept shaking his head no "Woo, what's wrong please tell me, I want to help" Those words brought more tears to Woo's eyes "Y-You! It's you San... you act like this when were alone but then you turn into this fucking prick! I just want me best friend back! But n-no he's gone.. Your just an empty shell of my best friend" Woo cried while pushing San off of him and pushing himself into a conner of his room.

That's when relaitly hit San hard, someone did care about him but he's been treating him like shit "w-what?" is all what San said not knowing how to react to what Woo said or what impact it had in his heart.

"Everytime I think I have my best friend back you always prove me wrong! Why! Is it because Im gay! Or is it because you never saw me as a friend and only played me up into I was old enough to feel more pain than I already got from being beaten every damn day of my life!" Woo yelled with a shaky breath, he could feel the rush of anxiety coming to swallow him alive.

"No... that's not it..." San said standing up and walking over to the shaking boy "D-don't come over h-here" Woo pleaded but knowing San he knew that he would continue to walk over to him. Which might bring more anxiety but inside his heart it was bring some type of joy. Some twisted joy to him.

"No I need to make this right Woo, I just want to help you Woo even though im the reason your like this" San said getting closer to Woo who just went quite. Once San was close enough Woo jumped into his arms holding on to dear life "D-Don't be lying Sannie please.." Woo whispered to himself not thinking San heard him which wasn't the case.

San heard what Woo said, it broke his heart even more than it was broken "I'm going to change this okay Woo, everything" San said holding onto Woo tightly