I decided to break my routine today instead of leaving work early to get Lexi from school I drove to the beach to relax and take my mind off things .
As I pulled into the beach parking lot I noticed a red impala but didn't pay no attention to it . I continued to park in a spot far away from everyone . Turning off my car I stepped out and grabbed my beach bag and started for the beach .
I set my towel and beach umbrella up somewhere further from other people I needed to be alone for a while . As I take off my shirt I hear a whistle , blinded by the light I form my hands over my eyes to see who it was coming from .
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"You following me" I yelled out while watching Oscar walk up to me "nah ma I've been coming here long before you rolled into town " he said with a smirk while looking me up and down "my eyes are up here Spooky , now I came to be alone so bye " I said to him before making my way to the water .
The water was cool every step I took felt like I could finally be at peace and feel no more stress every time a small wave hit, it felt like the water was washing my sins away so I kept walking until the water stopped right under my breasts and just took in the scene in-front of me until I was interpreted by the real world again
"Eh you okay or what " I heard Oscar say from behind me I didn't notice that he made his way into the water . I turned around to look at him "your in the water I didn't peg you as a swimmer " I said "well when there's a hot hyna in the water I follow " he said with a smirk as he made his way closer to me . Eventually we were face to face I admit his a little scary up close in personal but I also felt safe like no matter what happened I knew he had me .
"Now babygirl tell me what's going on " he said in a low voice while using his right hand to put my hair behind my ear . I took a deep breath and spoke "I'm just tired of everything every time I think I'm doing the right thing it turns into something horrible and and it's like I feel like there's just no point in trying " I stopped to breathe and started again "ALL I want is to be happy with a family of my own and ya I know I have my sister , father and his friends I just need my own like people I know when I fall they are there to pick me up first they check on me first not someone else like I'm their first thought in every and all situations " I stopped again to breath I could feel tears rolling down my cheek "I just want to feel important to one person that's all instead I'm only important when someone needs something to be done " I said I finally looked up at Oscar and cried harder
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He took my face in his two strong big hands and wiped my tears away "you may not know it my flower but you've been my person ever since I saw you I may give you shit a lot but I've been making sure no one bugs you I've been checking up on you love cause I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to you , your like no other women and I can't lose you . Imma do better to make sure you know that señorita" he said and kissed my forehead
"NOW let's go be in our own little world for awhile " he shouted with a smile while picking me up and running further in the water
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