One dream, One Direction

22. I Got Some Bad News.

SAM'S POV

I gulped before answering.

"wh-what is it?" I stuttered. I didn't really want to sound really nervous, but let's face it, I was dying inside, and I was shaking. I didn't know what he had to tell me but it didn't sound good...I waited and waited for his reply.

"erm, well, We have a tour coming up..." He trailed off talking slowly and stopping after 'coming up' I thought he was done so I replied.

"Omg, that's great! Wait, th-" I began to say but he cut me off, clearly not finished yet.

"andthetourisinirelandandothercountriesandillbarelygettotalktoyoufor5months." He said really quickly. I did not understand a word of that.

"Wait, what? Can you say that again...but slower so I can actually understand?" I asked looking at him, he looked to the ground.

"Right, well as I was saying, the tour is in other countries and ill barely get to talk to you for 5 months, it's only 5 months because it's a short tour, but I feel like that's 5 months too long." He said. My stomach dropped to my butt, and my heart sank into my stomach. I could not believe what I just heard. I choked back the tears because I think he wanted me to say something but I didn't want him to know that i'm really upset. I'm his girlfriend, I need to support him.

"That's great, babe! I'm so happy for you and the band!" I said, giving him a fake smile. I was literally dying inside. 5 months with barely any contact with my boyfriend. I was not going to enjoy those 5 months, i'd rather die. He took my hand.

"Babe, you don't have to pretend to be happy, i know it's tearing you apart inside and believe me, it's tearing me up just as bad." He said to me, wow he really saw right through me. This time I just let the tears go and I was in hysterics hugging him so tight, I never wanted to let go. He didn't say anything, he just wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back. I don't know how long i'll be crying for, but I don't think i'll stop anytime soon.

A half hour went by and I finally stopped crying. I pulled away from him and just stared at him before asking him a question.

"Wh-e-n a-a-a-re y-y-ou l-leaving?" I managed to get out.

"At the end of the week..." He said, I closed my eyes for a minute before opening them again.

"Well, will we ever get to talk?" I said, hoping for him to say yes.

"I believe so, I'll bring my laptop and we can skype whenever you're not doing homework and i'm not busy, you're out of school in 2 months for summer, so Harry and I can fly you both out when that happens. Don't worry it'll all be okay, I promise." I believed him, I really did. That everything will be okay. But what if when they're in england or Ireland Niall meets a girl, a fan, just like me and ends up falling for her. I know what he said at dinner, but honestly, I don't think I could handle losing him. Niall is my life, my world and I can't live without him. He actually cares about me, more than my actual parents do. Yeah, I know my dad's out on business, but the least he could do is call. My mom barely even notices my existness, so that's out the window. Niall, Harry, Zayn, Louis, Liam and Jamie are my whole family. Without them I am nothing. I can't lose him I just can;t.

"Niall, what if you find someone better than me, someone who can fit your lifestyle better...what if you forget about me?" I sobbed. Niall pulled me in closer to him.

"Don't say that, that will never happen. I love you. i have for forever, and I will keep loving you until I'm in my grave and even beyond that. Please don't ever doubt yourself, you're perfect and you're my everything and everything I need." He said, it made me smile I looked at him.