One dream, One Direction

35. When will it be normal again

NIALL'S POV

The car ride back to the hotel was competely silent. I was scrolling through twitter and came across tweets from Jamie, Liam, Louis, Zayn and even Harry.

@Jennymay8: I don't know what to do with myself. I'm going to miss @SouceMonster2 so much. #BestFriendsForLife <3

@Real_Liam_Payne: Never knew saying goodbye to one of your closest friends hurt so much. @SouceMonster2 visit soon. #LoveYou <3

@Louis_Tomlinson: My zebra buddy is gone. @SouceMonster2 Don't worry Best friend, we can buy a zebra soon! <3 #DontForgetMe

@Harry_Styles: She was apart of our life for 6 months and I want her to be apart of our lives for years on end. One of my Best friends, Stay safe, love. @SouceMonster2 #callsoon

I favorited and retweeted all of them. Then I started to scroll through my mentions. I had so many tweets responding to the one about Sam. Hate comments actually. I couldn't even read some of them, so I decided to send out a tweet, hopefully making them all stop.

@NiallOfficia: Will you guys PLEASE stop hating on @SouceMonster2 She's perfect and doesn't need people she doesn't know bagging on her. If you loved me and were true friends you will respect the fact that I love her and want her to be mine again, STOP HATING PLEASE. thanks xx

I pressed send. I was actually so annoyed. I stared out the window for the duration of the car ride wishing this was all a dream and I'd wake up in my hotel bed and knowing that Sam was in the hotel somewhere. But no. It wasn't a dream. This was reality and I had to face it whether I wanted too, or not. As I was looking out the window, I remembered. The Song. I had to show Jamie and the other boys.

"Hey guys, I wrote a song a couple of days ago, when we get back to the hotel can I play it for you guys?" They all looked at me and nodded their heads.

"Is it about Sam?" Jamie asked in a serious tone. I looked down and twiddled my thumbs nervously before looking back up.

"yes..." I said, they all awed and then went back to whatever they were doing.

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15 minutes later, we were back at the hotel and we all piled into my hotel room.

"Okay! Play the song, gogogoog!" They all said, it scared me at first and then I just walked to my room and grabbed the guitar then walking to the couch and sitting down. They all crowded around me as I started strumming my guitar getting ready to sing the song for them.

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After I played the song I stopped and looked at them. Literally all of their jaws were on the ground, I chuckled awkwardly waiting for one of them to say something.

"That was incredible, Niall. Oh my gosh." Jamie said, her eyes wide and she hugged me.

"Niall, Lad, that was insane, so good, that could go on our next album!" Zayn said, patting my shoulder

"What a hit!" Harry said smiling

"You have to sing this to her." Louis said, blantly.

"yeah dude, she'd love this." Liam said, agreeing with Lou.

"I don't know guys, how? She's gone..." I said, while looking at the ground.

"I KNOW." Jamie shouted, scaring us all.

"Talk to us!" I said, confused and also curious as to what she had planned.

"Okay, so Sam's birthday is February 19th and so I think we should plan a surprise party for her and just convince her to fly up 1 day before we have the party and invite everyone and anyone, have it in LA because we'll be there then and One Direction can perform a song there and Niall can sing this song!" She said, smiling proud. I thought it over and a lightbulb clicked in my head.