One dream, One Direction

31. Complications

NIALL'S POV

Everyone is in the limo, on our way to the venue for the concert and I can't get one thing off of my mind. Sam. I can't believe how much I hurt her. I honestly don't know what to do. I love her. I know what I did to her wasn't right at all, but I just wish she would listen to my side of the story. I was just sitting in the limo staring at her. She was looking at her phone so she didn't really notice. Then after Jamie whispered something to her, she spoke.

"I still love you." She said. Everyone's eyes widened, including mine. I was happy to hear that because I still loved her too. I couldn't tell her that though, she wouldn't believe me. Instead I just appologized.

"I'm sorry." I said, trying to lock eyes with her. She looked up and her eyes were filled with tears. I felt so bad. I wanted to cry. I really did. That's all I really wanted to do that day was cry. But I have to put my best fake smile for this show and my fans. Sam spoke one last time.

"This doesn't change anything." She started to look out the window as we made our way to the venue. That actually did make my heart sink a little. I mean I knew she was hurt and upset but I didn't know it wouldn't change anything. I really miss her and it hasn't even been a day yet. I took my phone out and tweeted.

@NiallOfficial: I hope you know that I still love you and I always will...

I pressed send. I knew Sam got my tweets to her phone so I was just waiting for what her reaction would be. Her eyes actually widened. She looked around to make sure no one saw her reaction and then her face turned to a frown and she threw her phone down on the floor. It caught everybody's attention.

"Why'd you do that?" Liam asked her. Everyone was looking at her and I decided to be the nice one and pick her phone up...

"because I wanted to- NO DON'T PICK THAT UP." She screamed at me, grabbing the phone straight from my hand. What was she hiding? Well i'm going to find out sooner or later. The rest of the ride to the venue, I literally just sat there staring at her typing away on her phone and shielding it if anyone tried to see what she was typing. I wonder what she was typing. It was bothering me actually. Was she texting someone else? I don't know. I needed to know.

"Hey Sam, what are you typing?" I asked curiously. Without even looking up she answered.

"Nothing you need to be concerned about." She snapped. I felt a little taken aback by her attitude. I guess I deserve it though. I sighed really loud and put my head in my hands. I don't know what to do anymore. I was thinking of ways to find out what she was doing and also to figure out how to get her to not hate me. Hopeless...

"We're here" The driver said. He got out of the limo and opened our doors. Screams. and Flashes. Lots and lots of both. Here we go. Fake smile it up. We each climbed out of the vehicle. Me Being last. I was walking behind Sam and all I really heard from the paparazzi and fans screaming at Sam and asking her questions. Eventually, she just put her hood up and jogged to the door to get into the venue. She hates me. It's so obvious. I need a plan. I need her back. I'm nothing without her and cheating on her was such a mistake. After we got into the venue and into the room with the food that we go in before the whole sound check and makeup thing works I sat down and went on twitter, All throughout my timeline were basically hate tweets towards Sam:

@LoveNiallForever21: @SouceMonster2 Niall never deserved you anyway, serves you right bitch.

@Mrs.NiallHoran: @SouceMonster2 you should just die already, I bet all of One Direction hates you anyways.

@OneDirectionSwag45: @SouceMonster2 The world would be better without you. Niall can do better. Much better, like ME. Just die.

My eyes widened at all of them and it filled my eyes up with tears. I decided to tweet. I know it won't change anything but I need them to stop sending hate to such an innocent girl who doesn't deserve it.