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I was speeding on the highway, listening to the song: "words" by Skylar Grey, with the volume all the way up.
So maybe, just maybe, I can tune everything out. Just for once I want to keep my mind from wandering off on its own. I want to forget everything. I want to let go and move on, start fresh. I dont want to think about him, but all all my attempts to not think about him, are to no avail. Everything around me screams his name.
How will I ever bring myself to forget about him, it seems impossible, but I have to do it, I can and will forget about him.
"Dont back down now Cece" I told myself outloud, but who am I kidding?, I love him and I always will, no matter how much I try, I know I wont be able to forget about him. I know that a piece of my heart is always going to belong to him. A piece of me is always going to be his, and his only. And even though letting him go seems like an impossible thing to do right now,I have to keep going, I wont go back, not now. Not ever.
I allowed myself to go back to the first time I met Julian Pearce as I clung to the locket he gave me, remembring how it all started.
*Flashback*
6 months ago..
I was in the bathroom of a club with my bestfriend Ella Burns, fixing my makeup and trying to not freak out about being in a club. Because even though Im 22, Im not the party all night kind of girl, and I dont really go to clubs much often, though you can probably tell all that just by looking at me.
I stared at myself in the mirror, I dont feel very well, maybe its because of the 15 inch heels that Ella insisted that I wear, or maybe because im not used to being in a place where you have to dress less for other people to notice you.
"Jeez Cece will you just relax? we're here to have some fun. You look hot, and I bet you already caught some eyes when you walked in, just try for once in your life to let go and have some fun" Ella said while she was applying some lip gloss.
Maybe she's right, maybe I should let off some steam and just try to have fun, " I guess you have a point, but we cant stay long" I told her.
" Fine fine, we wont, but lets go have some drinks and dance our butts off" she said and then hit me on the arm playfully.
We hurried out of the bathroom and into the noise of the club, we sat at the bar and ordered two martinis, we were talking and laughing when some guy tapped on Ella's shoulder asking her to dance with him, she looked at me as if waiting for me to say something, I just nodded okay and went back to my drink, a few seconds later she was at my ear: " If a hot piece of ASS asks you to dance, do it and dont even think about saying no or else!!" she warned me. I laughed and waved her off.
I looked around me but no one was even aware of my existence, I mean I thought I looked hot, I was wearing a black tight dress, that showed my curves in the best way possible, with my chestnut hair falling down my back, some smoky eye makeup and lots of lip gloss, with those 15 inch heels that Ella made me wear, I think I looked pretty hot, but apparently not hot enough for the opposite sex to notice me.
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And Then There Was You.. (Unedited)
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