*Flashback*...
After telling Ella everything that happened between me and Julian, and after seeing the rose petals and the candles for herself, she was pretty much sure that Julian is a lunatic.
I couldnt really argue with her, I mean what kind of guy kisses a girl like that and leaves her alone in the middle of the road? and what kind of guy appears out of nowhere, fix a girl's flat tire and then suddenly vanish into thin air? and what kind of guy after having a girl spend a night at his house and on his bed pretends he doesnt even know her in the middle of the street?.
Im sorry Julian but you do sound like a lunatic. A lunatic that wouldnt get the hell out of my head.I was very much aware of the fact that Ella was mad at me because I like him and I want to see him again yet everytime we meet I dont ask him out nor ask for his number, which is something she thought was and I do qoute: "Mind numbingly stupid". But I couldnt explain to her how I feel when Im around him. I feel weird and just a look into his eyes would make me blush deep crimson, the butterflies would be having a dance party in my stomach, not to mention feeling hot and sweaty. And that, ladies and gentlemen is the Julian Pearce effect.
Whenever Im alone, I would just stare into space and think about that kiss, the way his strong hands felt in my hair, the way his soft tender lips felt against mine...
Ella wouldnt leave me alone, she would go on and on about how we would make a cute couple, and that even though Julian is crazy he seems to really like me or why else would go through all this trouble of doing all of this?. And on top of that, she was trying to jam the idea of me going to his house into my head, though it was already in my head..
"I dont remember his address Ella, how the hell am I going to find it?" I said to her while we were sat at my house having dinner.
"Leave it to me Cec, I can find his address in no time, you just focus on what your going to say or do to him" she winked and I blushed. My god, she was actually enjoying this."Look Cece, you need to get some answers from him. I mean its kind of creepy now that I think of it, that he just appeared out of nowhere, he could have been following you. Plus you need to tell him to stop with the whole secret admirer thing because its getting kind of old, he either likes you or he doesnt, he cant do this to you, you go see him and demand some answers or I will" she looked very serious, which wasnt something that I got to witness much often with Ella.
I knew she was right. I was just afraid to see him, and I cant show up on his doorstep unannounced like that.
"No way in hell. Im not going. End of discussion" I told her trying to sound firm.
"But.." she said but I interrupted her: "Bo buts Ella, lets drop this and forget the whole thing okay?" I sighed.
"Yeah okay" she said giving me the puppy eyed look.
"Nope that's not going to work. It may have worked before, but not this time" I glared at her.
I knew Ella wouldnt drop this, I knew she wouldnt rest until I did whatever it is that she wanted. she knew how much I liked him and she wanted me to do something about it, its so sweet of her but I cant and I wont. No way.
After an epic battle between me and Ella about this, she won of course.
I was at his doorstep, nervous like I never was before, like I was at a job interview or something. I was even afraid to knock on the door. I just stood there like a complete idiot.
I spent the majority of the ride from my house to his house thinking about what I was going to say to him, I spent what was left of the ride freaking out about seeing Julian..

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And Then There Was You.. (Unedited)
RomanceCecilia West is running away.. she is leaving Julian Pearce, the love of her life behind.. why is she doing this when she is absolutely head over heels in love with him? find out in this beautiful journey about true love and sacrifice that wont le...