And Then There Was You.. (Unedited)

Chapter 12-Part 2.Decisions.

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hello there wonderful people :) part 2 is here :)

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Recap on chapter 12 part 1

"Okay" i whispered. "ill tell you everything" i took a deep breathe to calm myself.....

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*Flashback*

Since he got back, Julian has been acting really strange. its like he was a completely different person. and it worried me to no end. it all started the next day he got back.

We were supposed to meet at my place for dinner, and he was supposed to cook. but he didnt show up. i was seriously pissed at him for doing that after deciding to forgive him for disappaering for an entire week. so i didnt wait for him. and i called Ella and Lauren for a girl's night out. he called 3 times while i was out, but i didnt bother picking up. 

When i got home that night, he was waiting for me on my front porch. so i passed him by without uttering a word. but i noticed that there was something different about him, and it wasnt just the way he looked. i mean we have been together for 5 months now, and each time i saw him he seemed paler and thinner. but tonight there was something wrong with him and i could sense it. there was something burried in his eyes that i couldnt be sure of, but it scared the hell out of me. He apologized for not showing up and said that he had a lot of work and couldnt make dinner. i wasnt buying it so i made him sleep on the couch. 

After that, his behavior started to shift; he started to act really shady, and act really distant and aloof. and he kept canceling on me last minute. i initially believed that he wanted to end everything. but from time to time, he would text me sweet things, saying that he really wants to see me, and that he cant stop thinking about me. i mean the guy is obviously interested, but i was dying to know the reason behind this big change in his behavior. because basically, it looked like he was trying to pull away. but that wasnt the only reason why i was freaked out. he was cold, and less alive. even his smile looked forced and fake. 

According to Ella, he was acting this way because he might have commitment issues. but that wasnt the case and i was sure of it. because believe it or not, Julian had already figured out the names of our kids. if its a girl Cassandra, and if its a boy Blain. it freaked me out a bit that he had thought of that, but he seemed so exicited that i let it slide. we have been dating for like 5 months and 2 weeks, and he had already thought of baby names. oh dear God.

It has been 4 days since he got back, and there was no change whatsoever in his behavior. so i decided to give him one more day. if i dont see any change or if he doesnt tell me whats bothering him, i will find a way to make him sing like a canary.

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I was at work. and i decided that if i couldnt talk to Julian today, really talk, then i was going to see Linda tommorow. i had to do something. 

My phone buzzed snapping me out of my thoughts. it was a text from Julian: *Do you mind if i come over today?*,he beat me to the punch. i smiled and texted him back: *Of course not, whats up?*, *We need to talk* was all he said. i could feel a knot twisting in my stomach. 

 when i got home, Julian was already there, waiting for me. as soon as he saw me, he smiled my favorite crooked smile, but it was wrong, it didnt reach his eyes.

we got inside and we sat on the couch staring at each other. 

"i-" 

"i-". we both started at the same time. "you go first" he said nervously.