And Then There Was You.. (Unedited)

Chapter 15-The Moment It Breaks.

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"Cecilia, its me" A voice said, a voice i knew only too well. 

It was him.

Julian.

"Ju-Julian?" i stuttered. 

"Yes Cecilia, its me" he whispered. Gosh how much i wanted to hear his voice. Am i dreaming again?. 

But there was something different about his voice, its not like i remember it. He sounds really tired and weak, his voice was barely audible.

"Cecilia?" he said.

I cant believe this is really happening. Its Julian. But he's not my Julian, he's not my sweet loving boyfriend anymore. He's Julian, the guy who broke my heart, the asshole that ruined my life, that Julian.

Hearing his voice made me realize how much i missed him, reminded me that i still love him after all this time, but just because you miss someone doesnt mean you should go back to them. Sometimes you have to keep missing them until you wake up one day and realize you really dont need them in your life anymore.

He is Julian, but he is not my Julian. 

"Cecilia are you still there?" he asked. 

I took a deep breath, "Yes im here, what do you want?" i asked him, my voice ice cold.

"I want to talk to you" he said sadly.

"I dont want to hear whatever you have to say, im hanging up. Bye"  i said coldly.

"Just hear me out please Cecilia" he pleaded.

"I said no" i said.

"Please" he said.

"Fine but make it quick, i have places to be" i snapped.

I waited for him to start talking but he didnt say anything,  i could hear his heavy breathing.

"Well?" i said impatiently.

"I love you Cecilia, more than my own life" he said. And all of the sudden i felt really tired. Like the whole world drained me for everything that i had.

Just hearring those words filled me with so much anger. How dare he?.

"No thank you" i said. "Is that all?" i said angrily.

"Um no, i need to see you, i have to tell you something" he whispered. He wants to see me?. I felt like i was about to pass out.

"And i dont want to see you" i spat.

"Please Cecilia, just give me a chance to make things right. Do it for us" he said. I have no idea how im supposed to feel or what im supposed to say, but a part of me still thinks this might be a dream. 

"Look, i think i made it pretty clear when i said that i dont want to see you. Now leave me alone" i hissed.

"How do you do that?" he asked me.

"Do what?" 

"Act like you dont care, like you dont feel anything" 

"Im not who i used to be" i told him honestly.