A New Beginning (Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 20

Ariana's POV

My dads been calling. Why? When? For how long? I immediatley got off the couch and started pacing across the room. My mind was going all over the place. I couldn't think clearly. None of this made sense. And why had Shawn been keeping this from me?

"Since when?" I turned to face him. 

"When we got here" Shawn said slowly, avoiding eye contact. 

"What did he want?" I asked my patience running low. 

"I dont know, I never really let him talk." He said looking down at the ground. 

I shook my head and started pacing again. "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked still pacing.

"I didnt want to ruin the vacation, you were so happy." 

I didnt even know what to say. I was filled with sadness, anger, frustration. I was just shocked by it all. The tears began coming and I made my way to our room. He followed behind me only for me to close the door right after me. I locked it not wanting to talk or be with anyone. I just needed time to cry and process it all. 

After a lot of yelling and pounding at the door Shawn finally left me. Now I was left completley alone with my thoughts. But none of the thoughts made sense. I haven't heard from my dad in so long. Why does he want to talk now? More importantly what does he want? He always wants something. 

I layed down on the bed. I put my headphones in and just relaxed. I dont want to think right now. My eyelids slowly began to close. The darkness enclosing around me. 

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I woke up to Shawn lying down next to me, silently watching me. He probably got a key to the door. None of us said anything. Both unsure of what to even say. I wasn't mad at him. He had his best interest for me. He loves me, he wouldnt do anything hurtful to me. 

"What do I do?'" I whispered. 

"Do what you feel you need to do; but we are on vacation now. You don't need to worry about anything." He said wiping away a tear I hadn't realized escaped my eyes. 

"It doesn't last forever though, we have to go back to the real world soon." I said, not wanting to believe the words coming out of my mouth. 

"I'll be with you, we can get through it together. You aren't alone anymore." He kissed the top of my head and pulled me into him. 

I didnt say anything back. I just wrapped my arms around him. Letting him hold me close. Needing him to hold me, to comfort me. I loved him for always knowing what to do. We both just layed there, holding each other. 

After a while we both got out of the bed. It was morning now, the third day of our little trip. We would have to leave on the fifth day sadly, and get back to the real world, where there are so many differnent complications to our lives. 

"I see lots of fun for us in the future" Shawn said out of no where. 

"Easy there Raven, next thing you know you'll see the Baxter clan seperated." I chuckled. 

I really do wish they were all still together, still making more and more episodes of 'Thats So Raven'. Without a doubt my favorite show. 

"Whatever, but wait I'm getting another vision........" He trailed off.

"CHOCOLATE CHIP PANCAKES WITH ICECREAM BUTTER AND CHOCOLATE SYRUP" He finished off. 

I looked excitedly to him. We both automatically started gathering up all the ingrediants, then making the heavenly pancakes. Let me just say, Shawn and I are definitley no cooks, so its a complete mystery to me as to how these pancakes turned out so good!

We each ate at least four, using ice cream to subsitute for butter, and chocolate syrup and sprinkles to replace maple syrup. It was the unhealthiest yet best breakfast I have ever had. 

After our good breakfast we continued with the day, we went and did a little sight seeing at a couple spots in the mountains, ate at a cute little diner that was packed in with snow, and then we made our way to my favorite part of the day ice skating. 

We got there and the first thing I noticed was that unlike other skating rinks, this skating rink had rental skates that were different colors! Oh I'm going to have fun with this. While Shawn was in the bathroom I hurried over to the rental skates. 

"Can I have 2 sparkly pink ones?" I asked the confused looking worker as I told him the sizes as well. 

I sat down at a bench and began putting them on. Let me tell you, ice skates are definitley not easy to put on, theres so many different loops and it gets so confusing. While I was finally finishing up with my right foot, Shawn finally came out. 

He gave one look at the skates that were waiting for him and him being Shawn he said "Oh hell no.". I laughed at his stubborness. 

"Oh come on, It'll be really fun, I'm wearing them too! Plus you'd look adorable in them!" I encouraged him. 

"I'm not supposed to be adorable, I'm supposed to be hot, sexy, mysterious." He said back. 

"Okay fine, I'll just go see if anyone's willing to skate with pink skates." I shrugged, finishing up the left foot. 

"Your bluffing" Shawn said confidentaly. 

"Oh really?" I shot back. 

He nodded his head thinking I wasnt going to do it. Shawn Mendes be ready to be proven wrong for once. 

I got up and walked over to a pretty cute guy I have to admit. "Hi im.." I couldn't finish what I was going to say, a hand covered my mouth. 

"Drunk, she had too much to drink back at the bar, excuse us." Shawn said annoyed at me. 

"Told you I would do it, now put on the damn skates, your waisting valuable vacation time." I snapped at him after he finally took his hands off my mouth. 

He laughed and began lacing up his skates. His weren't as confusing as mine which was annoying since I'm the one who really wanted them in the first place. 

We skated around for a bit, then out of no where music started playing, the lights got dimmer, and of course a huge disco ball came into the room from the ceiling. We laughed at how funny and random the situation was. 

Loud 80's music started blaring out of the speakers. I looked over to him and shrugged, and began my "skate dancing". I probably looked like an idiot but hey yolo right? Shawn began laughing and finally gave in and started dancing with me. We are complete maniacs to be honest. 

Then the songs changed to a slow song. Shawn skated over to me and asked "May I have this dance?". Thats such a cheesy thing to hear coming out of Shawn's mouth. "You may" I said back smiling. He took me into his arms, into his safe embrace. We swayed to the music. I looked up at him as he siad "You know this is our first dance?". "It's perfect" I told the truth.

That moment was something I can look back on for the rest of my life, and be reminded of our passionate love for each other. 

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Hey guys!!! Long time no see, im so sorry i havent updated, schools just been getting really hard and theres just a lot. But i finally got it and ya now im going to sleep ;P

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