Don't ever leave me again

8.~Together or not?~

BEAU'S POV

Once Rachel noticed I was in her room, she tried to find a way to run away from me. I was faster then her so I jumped to the other side of her bed and before she could leave her room, I lift her off the floor.

"BEAU!! LET ME DOWN! RIGHT NOW!!!" She screamed while punching my back with her hands. I was laughing so hard but I finally put her back on her feet.

I calmed myself and we just both stared into each others eyes.

"Don't try to escape then!" I teased Rachel.

"I am not.. I just, hum, heard Gina call for me." She said, her eyes starring at the floor.

"You are a bad liar. Since last night you are ignoring me."

She didn't answered.

Rachel whipped the wet hair away from her face and her natural face was now exposed to me. Her green eyes looked tired and sad. I didn't liked that, because I knew I was part of it.

"Rach..." I started after a few minutes of silence where none of us knew what to say, but she cut me off.

"Beau, I am sorry. I don't really know what happenned, yesterday. You are free to do whatever you want, with who you want..."

I couldn't look at her in the eyes since her glare was starring at the floor. I lifted her face with my fingers and made her look at me.

"Hey, there is a reason why you reacted that way. Anyway, I shouldn't had hook up with that girl when I knew you were in the same place as me."

Our bodies were almost against the other. The tension was huge between us and at the last second, Rachel stepped back. I sighed a little but let her walk to her closet. Her back was facing me.

"What do you mean by you shouldn't have hook up..?" I heard her whispear. I walked up to her and put my hands on her shoulders. I hate the way she reacted under my touch. She jerked away but she couldn't go too far since she was stuck between her bedside table and me.

"I-I... Don't you think there is something between us?" I asked her, not knowing what her answer was going to be.

JAI'S POV

I was standing behind Rachel's door and all I wanted was to storm in. I couldn't hear their voice, hers and Beau's.

Luke told me my big brother was in her room to talk with Rachel, but it took him so long.

"Jai, what are you doing?"

I jumped a little, surprised by the voice of my mother behind me.

"Mom, hum.. I was just..hum..." I murmured. She giggled.

"Let them talk, they need to explain some things to each others." She told me, while wrapping her left arm around my shoulders. I nodded and went in the living room with her. I just shot one last look at her bedroom door, but it didn't open, of course.

RACHEL'S POV

"I-I... Don't you think there is something between us?" Beau asked me, his percent green eyes starring into mines.

"Where is my over protective big brothers?" I said, but I knew I didn't meant it. I wanted to tangled my fingers threw his hair and kiss him so badly. His breath was brushing my cheeks and I couldn't breath normaly.

His hand was going up and down my arm, sending electricity threw my body.

"Don't you have feelings for me?" He questionned me, ignoring my question, and my heart stopped. My body froze and I didn't really knew what to say.

"Beau.. I-I don't think we should go there. It was stupid from me to interupt your intimate moment with that chick, I don't know what got into me but..." I couldn't finish because Beau's hand cupped my face and his lips crushed on mine.

At first I was surprised, I wanted to push him away from me, but I quickly found myself respond back to his kiss. My arms wrapped around his neck and our lips moved in synch.

When we pushed away, we rest our forehead against the other and we smiled.

"I knew it!" Beau teased me, while we both looked for our breath. I laughed and Beau took me into a big hug, which felt amaizing.

But, where was this going?

***

Beau and I stayed in my room for the rest of the day. We watched some movies in the darkness of my room. Luke texted me because they were leaving the house with Ja and Gina and he didn't want to bother me and Beau.

Even if we did nothing else then talk, sleep and cuddle, I met a new Beau Peter Brooks that I had never saw before. He was affectionate and he opened up to me. I even felt in his eyes that he wasn't looking at me as the young girl  I was in his eyes before. Myself I felt more like... A woman!

"I have never been like this with a girl before." He confessed to me. I felt important, because I knew Beau's reputation. He was a player. He wasn't the type of guy to spend a day with a girl just to cuddle.

I didn't knew what we were, if I could say that we were "dating". I was excited to just pronounce it in my head, but it felt wrong in my heart too.

***

We spent more then three weeks like this. None of us ever spoke to the other about our relationship status, but we weren't really public about it. When we were alone in the house, it was nice, we were always in the room of the other, just hanging (nothing wrong happened!). Then, if the boys were around, we just did our own stuff. Beau was always starring at me, which made me blush each time. I admit that it was awkward when we were in group, because they all knew what was going on between Beau and I, even if we never confirmed anything. I felt bad for the group chemistry. It was just not the same.

There was a weird ambiance in the house too. Luke was distant, and Jai well, he just ignored me. I was not surprised because he was acting like this since a moment. I just waved it off, because I was happy in this story with Beau.

Well, I thought.

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