Don't ever leave me again

6. ~Caught at the wrong moment~

JAI'S POV

The party was kind of boring actually. Rachel made her way with her friends and Luke, as always and I went with James and Beau at the table full of drinks.

There was too much people and the music was too loud. I was looking for Rachel, but she was nowhere to be found. After a while I decided to stop searching for her she was surely having fun with Josie and Lea.

What is wrong with me!?

I didn't really understood what was going on in my minds. Rachel was a big girl, I didn't had to worry for her.

Actually I wanted to hang out with her. Weird.

"Hum... I will go see if I can find someone." Beau told us, avoiding our eyes. It was strange but we let it go, James sending me a confused glare.

We saw him climb the staires, two by two.

"There must be a girl behind that! He has been texting all night long!" James said and I realized he was right. Beau was always on his cellphone, responding to our questions with short answers or just moaning. I didn't really noticed it since I was preoccupied with Rachel.

Then, Luke came to us, a beer in hand and a guy from our school.

"Hey, where is Rachel?" I asked. Wow, I couldn't control the words to come out of my mouth.

"With fucking Eric. When he came up to us, or more to her, I felt sick!"

We laugh, but my laugh was fake. I didn't want Rachel near Eric. He was a player, who didn't care about broking the heart of all the girls. He flirt with them and throw them aside right after he gets what he wants. And, as I know, Rachel is still a virgin so she is a good prey. It didn't sound really good to let her alone with him.

"We should find her before something bad happen." James said, like if he was reading my minds. We all care about our friend, so we agreed to go search for her. I finally had a good reason to.

We were about to go check outside, when Rachel's brown hair appeared infront of me. Eric was holding her hand and he was leading her upstairs.

I felt the anger rise in me and I felt my hands turn into fists. I hated this guy since the first time I saw him and at that moment it was worst.

I informed the boys about where Rachel was going and we followed them. When we reached the second floor, Eric's lips were on Rachel's skin. It was disgusting to see. Then, he openned a door, that I guessed lead to his bedroom since he was kissing her in a passionate way.

While someone past infront of me, I heard a scream. I recognized Rachel's voice so I started to panic. I looked to her and she was facing the dark room. Her body was all tense up and I tried to see what made her scream.

Luke ran quickly to her but he stopped instantly when he reached the door. What the hell!? I sent a look to James and we mentally agreed to go see.

Then, I saw Beau coming out of the darkness of the room, with only his boxers on.

RACHEL'S POV

When I saw these emerald eyes in the darkness, my heart stopped.

He saw me, because we openned the door so it might have surprised him. I didn't even looked at the girl while she tried to cover her naked body. She quickly put her clothes on back, but before I knew it, my legs were taking me outside of this house.

I ignored my friends who were calling for me. Luke tried to grab me by the hand and I past between Jai and James who had worried looks on their face.

I needed to be alone, even if I didn't really understood why. I caught Beau, ok. And? I never cared about with who he is hooking up. Why now?

When the fresh air hit me, I let out a breath I didn't noticed I was holding.

I felt the tears in my eyes, burning, and I was now angry at myself. I didn't want to have feelings for Beau. It wasn't a good idea, because first he is a player and second because it could ruin our friendship. And I don't want that.

"Rach!" I heard the familiar voice call me. At first I thought it was Luke, but when I turned around, it was Jai. He was standing behind me, his hands im his pockets.

"I am fine!" I said, my voice broking at the same time. I mentally face palmed myself for being this weak.

"Hey, no. Don't cry.."

Jai made a few step towards me and he openned his arms. I was surprised by his suddenly protective attitude towards me, but I threw myself into them. I needed to be comforted. Jai wasn't the one I expected but it was good to know I could count on him.

Jai was rubbing my back with one hand and the other was on my head. I let the tears free, making my body shake a little bit because of the sobs.

I don't know how many time we spent like that, but it seemed perfect. No one interrupted us, not even Beau. I didn't knew if it was a good or a bad thing. When I found him in the room with the girl, he seemed disappointed of himself, but maybe it was just my imagination.

I pushed myself from Jai's chest and dare to look in his eyes. I saw some worry and also anger. Why? I don't want him to be mad at his brother for that! My goal is not tear them apart.

"Beau is stupid for making you cry."

His hazel eyes were starring at mines, and I broke the eyes contact because of the intensity.

"I am stupid for crying. I don't even have feelings for Beau..." I didn't sound really sure of myself and I noticed Jai shrug.

"Wanna go home?" He finally asked me. I simply nodded and he wrapped his arms around my shoulders as we made our way towards Beau's car.

When I saw him, Luke and James waiting for us, I stopped and turned around. I heard Jai's footstep behind me, but I didn't stop. Until he grabbed my hand and, because he was stronger then me, I couldn't stop him from turning me to him.

My eyes widden when I met the emerald eyes of Beau, looking at me.

My body froze for a moment but I quickly snapped back to reality and delivered myself from his grasp.

"Rachel!" He said behind me. I didn't stopped from running and I called a taxi.

I texted Luke to tell him I was heading home with a taxi and that they could stay at the party. He replied instantly, telling me they weren't in the mood to party anymore. I felt bad to ruin their night, and when I thought about the hole story, I realized how an idiot I was. The way I reacted was so immature, running away from the guy I love.

I was holding my tears, because I didn't want the driver to question me.

We were almost ho...

Wow... Did I said the guy I love!?

Yes... I did. I just realized that deeply inside of me, I have always loved Beau, since we are young.

Argh...I just put myself into so much drama...

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