by the time we reached the nearest motel, we were both scrambling to open the door. takuya's lips were practically attached to my neck as we both stumbled into the room. his hands ran through my hair as i redirected my lips back to his. every kiss was so messy and chaotic and i figured that it was because he was waiting to do this with me from the get-go.
eventually my legs had hit the edge of the bed, so i let myself fall on my back and onto the bed. as i did so, i dragged takuya with me, trying to get as much of him as possible.
the adrenaline was coursing through my body as he began to place kisses all over my body in some type of jumbled manner.
i felt his hands run under my shirt and my breath hitched against his skin.
"oh, tae..."
i began to fumble with the hem of his shirt, trying to peel it off of him.
"fuck..."
as he pulled back to take off his shirt, it began to sink in for me.
this was actually happening. i was about to sleep with this man.
i was about to sleep with takuya.
but before i could think about that any longer or decipher what's right wrong, his lips connected with my own for a brief moment before he unbuttoned my shirt.
his lips began to find their way to my jaw and neck and i unintentionally let out a small moan.
he smirked and i felt his breath fan my collar bone.
"i need you..."
i can hear his grin before i feel him start to undo my belt.
and i think to myself this is really happening.
and it wasn't supposed to happen in the first place.
