My Villain

Help Me

  Warnings: foul language, someone vomits, sexual assault if you are uncomfortable with this please skip some paragraphs
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Recap-
  "Dabi have you seen Deku" I worried where is he. "Hm I haven't, are you worried about him". Fuckkkkkk "yes god damnit". Where could he have gone. We ended up looking for him in the whole building. Did he just leave is that why the window was open or maybe not. I thought he would stay or at least say goodbye. Damn I think I loved him why did he leave, is he safe. I looked everywhere he left he said he wanted to stay. He said we were friends. I did love him I thought he loved me to I feel tears prick my eyes.
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2 years later
(because fuck I want to.)
Izuku POV

"You ugly bitch, you got fired. I told you to cover the scars with make up". He grabs my wrist holding me down and repeatedly started socking me. One more blow to my stomach and I puked all over the flour. "Clean it up NOW, you discussing whore". I feel sick, I slowly limp over to rags and take a blue one. I fall on my face when I started to walk back. Father kicks me in the stomach. "I'm sorry father" I weep out. This is my fault I deserve this. No...

I start cleaning my stomach acid off the tiles. I'm going to leave this sick place. I'll find Kacchan and be happy again. "Make sure dinners done by four, if it's late all kill you. If you sneak off to your 'Kacchan' and come back your also died, I'm leaving". He went out the door. I'm scared... he heard me muttering about Kacchan. I miss him so much he must hate me. I should just give up and die already...

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What time is it my head is foggy... its four forty I must have blacked out. "Brat have you finishhed, I'm hungry asss herlll" I hear the door open. Fathers definitely drunk. Oh god I didn't make dinner. I have to hide oh god please don't kill me. I run swiftly to my room, hiding in the back of my closest. I'm scared I don't wanna die yet. But maybe it's for the best. I hear yelling he's coming up the stairs. His heavy footsteps are getting closer to my door. Hear the handle squeak open. I can smell him and the alcohol on him, Oh god I'm going to die, it doesn't matter much. I at least wanted to say goodbye to Kacchan and find my mom.

He slammed the door open making a hole in the wall. I hear him yelling about dinner and the new hole. He vigorously searching my room. "Finally thaat messy mistake of a humannnn left I hope he ddies". My father laugh out. Wow harsh, w-why why dose everyone hate me. He soon leaves my room I still hear him yelling about how useless I was. No how useless I am. I walk to my window and jump out which was not smart because it was a second floor window. Even though I probably sprained my ankle, and broke my arm it didn't hurt... at least not any more nothing hurts now I'm to use to pain. I limp in to the city, sitting in a dark ally. I just need a little break.

   It's been more then two years sense I've seen Kacchan and all my friends. They all hate me they want me dead I bet. Even so I miss them. It's been seventeen days from when I quit my job as a model, yes I quit my manager saw all my scars and... yah. She was worried about me, especially my weight and scars.

It's been two months from the last time I ate anything. I miss Kacchans cooking he always made me to much but it tasted so good. It's been sixteen day since I left the hell hole of my house. My dad, I don't understand why he hates me it's all my fault, I'm sorry that I'm not good enough, I'm sorry I can't do anything right, I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough, I'm sorry that I'm to scared to end it all.

"Ha brooo lookked at that smmmall girl we should havs some fun". God what's going on there both wasted I can smell the alcohol on them. Do I really look that girly though. Should I help them they seem lost. I approach them slowly.

  One grabs my wrist and stands me up. "hey girlll lets havva some funn". He holds me down. The other starts sucking on my neck. This is disgusting, I just want to help. One of them puts his hand up my shirt. His buddy grabs my butt. "STop" it starts loud but gets quite as someone kisses me. I thrash around hoping they'll let go. Please someone help me. I start to get weak I deserve this don't I. All the pain and hurt I get it it's my fault.

  "Hey, get the away from him" a cold voice screamed in rage it sound so familiar. It's a man with a bird mask on. He's wearing a green coat he storms over to the men that's holding me. He gets them off of me. He has brown hair he is tall. "Don't worry your safe know Izuku" how dose he know my name... I'm tired everything starts to blur together, I'm sorry.

JJ