My Villain

Please god

Warnings:Warnings: foul language,Trigger Warring, gore, cutting, suicide
If you are uncomfortable with this topic then please don't force yourself to read. Help is available if you feel like leave this world. It well get better.
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Recap-
I'm starting to get light headed, but I'm still stable. I'm to weak I couldn't last in this life. I'm ending it right now, the blade runs in my skin a trail of blood fallows. It stings a little why the air touches it.  More this won't do it, I slice several over my arms. There deep but it's not good enough more. I slice my arms up more and thighs to, the bath is painted in a thick red substance. Most of my skin can't be seen from all the blood.

My head feels like its gonna explode. The stench of blood is almost to much for me. You know dad was right I'm going to die alone. But that's okay, I deserves it. I'm just selfish for wishing someone was with me. Besides no one would want to be with me. It's funny throughout my life I wanted to be happy but I don't deserve it. I can't hold the knife any more it slips out on my hand.
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Katsuki Bakugou POV

I wake up to the feeling of dread. I woke up because of an odd noise, it was like metal hitting the ground. I turn over to wrap my arms around Deku. I can't feel him, I open my eyes to see that he is gone. He must have made the noise, "Deku you alright, what was that noise" he doesn't respond to me. It's so quiet except for a slow dripping. What the hell is he doing in there. What ever I start to drift off to sleep. But the feeling of despair, and well I don't know I'm just worried I guess. Deku you see what you do to me.

I get up and walk slowly over to the bathroom, the feelings are getting worse. I can hear the dripping noise better, why do I feel so scared. I knock on the door "Deku are you okay" I wait a minute before I speak again. "Deku are you in there, I'm gonna come in" I try and open the door it was locked. A feeling of panic set in, did he pass out again. Oh god what if he hit his head. Fuck sorry Deku, I break open the door it makes a loud crack and then a bang from when it his against the wall.

I first smell something I recognize it immediately it's blood. I look around for him he's not on the floor...

Drip
Drip
Drip

I turn to the sink to turn it off it's not dripping. Oh god in a mirror seconds I was sacred, terrified even. The love of my life in the bath with his blood covering ever inch of his skin. I get down on my knees, I hold his hand. I see the knife besides him. I scream his name, everything feels like it's moving slowly. He can't leave I just got I'm back.

"I'm tired" his voice was shaky and quite I almost didn't hear it. I let out a sob of relief, he's not died "Deku please keep your precious eyes open" I dial recovery girls number.

"It's finally time to sleep" he has a sad smile on his face. "Deku you gotta keep your eyes open for me please. We can sleep later yah all even cuddle with you".

He closes his eyes "Deku please baby please answer me". I pull him out of the bath tub, and hold him. Recovery girl answers finally "please for the love of god get over here he needs help please please" I know I'm sobbing. "I can't lose him"  if there is a god please save him. "Bakugou I'm on my way what's happening" her voice is calm. "Deku he slit his wrist, there's cuts everywhere" I scream. "Is he awake" oh god he's going to die. "No" she takes a heavy breath, "when you found him was he awake" she sounds out of breath. "Yes he was talking but I don't think he could hear me, Please help" I hold my baby close his body's getting cold.

"It's cold" his voice brings me hope "he's awake, baby you gotta keep those eyes open, just hold on to me I'm warm please don't leave me" I rock him back and forth. He cold, my tears fall slowly to is face. I hear a loud bang "Bakugou bring the boy to your bed now" I do as I'm told. I watch as his eyes close, not my baby boy please god.

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🖤I'm actually crying right know I feel so bad for writing this. 🖤

JJ

Hello, this is the last draft I have for this story. Just know that recovery girl saves deku then they find Inko, and live happily ever after.