Mind of cold thoughts[Poetry]

llV.

{break form home💔}
Tired of feeling alone in my home...
How can the people close to me ever understand me they talk about there problem as if they feel what I feel my inner self conflicted on what to say or what to feel

"Mistreated, the definition of a mistreated person is treating a person badly cruelly, or unfairly. Have I be mistreated i wouldn't know to numb to feel that pain"

Someday somebody will understand me maybe I won't have to fear feeling the ache in my chest or the watering of my eyes". But it's never gonna happen I'm never gonna be understood or value I'm just some loner right?"
Will someone ever understand me, will someone ever love me....

"I'll never know I'll be to busy packing my things and running from home I need a break i need to breathe because I feel like I'm suffocating on my endless emotions"
Can I live like this forever can I keep burying my pain deep inside me or will I keep running like there's nothing there like I'm happy when deep down I know I'm not I never was I never will be but maybe if I keep running I can be free..
I need a beak form home
From pain
Heartbreak
Stress
Life
Depression
And anxiety
I need a break a break from home to live another life a separate life