Mind of cold thoughts[Poetry]

.XII

Spotlight 💡
The movie called my life started off bright full of life energy happiness i was like a sunflower in a garden full of roses i was different unique in my own way

But the sun stop coming out as much to dance in the sky and revive me from the darkest nights the scariest dreams,
....
The roughest tides
Little by little this sunflower started to lose her shine along with her self.....

She loved hard even the things that weren't good for her

She had now found comfort in the dark and  away from the spotlight...

Her parents would always judge her which only further into this lonely unfit happiness....

"Why do you like being in the dark that's so wired"

"I don't like when it's dark and neither should you"

But little did she know that i had grown comfortable in the dark because that's what i felt inside....

I was unhappy.......

I am unhappy
And I don't know another to fix it other then finding comfort in it

To have the clouds cover the sun so i would never feel that warmth

To feel the small rain drops that hits my petals

To see the dark night sky .....

To be numb to not be in the spotlight