Mind of cold thoughts[Poetry]

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{far from noise ⛈}
The journey begins
Far from a place that we called home
A new part of life starts
To be filled wit what ?
Happiness
Joy
No to be filled with the wind drifting across my face though of things I wish I could do different
My sub conscious yelling at me as this decade comes to a close
You should've left him alone he's no good for you ..
She's gonna always hate you no matter how hard you try !
Will he ever forgive me ?
Can I fix this .?
Why do I have to feel this way all the time !
But it all come to a stop ..
That first step into this new world
Those old thoughts disappear
Hoping that I'll be okay that I can breathe and in take of a new life...
A new Dawn
A new dream
Far from home
Far from him
Far from her 
But also far from myself the internal me the girl who was happy on the out but was faking it inside I was still her but in this moment I wasn't...
I was free for those little hours it felt right to be..
Far from noise...