i thought that finally my dreams has came true.°
never thought that those weres my nightmares. °
{Flower Road sequel}
Ranked 1st in #kimsihoon on 2019/9/11
"I just drove yena to meet up with her friend" he replied.
"where is she meeting her friend?" I asked in hurry.
"in starshot cafe" he replied and I thanked him and hurried out.
I took a taxi and asked him to drive me there.
As I got there I went out of the car , looking into the café from outside.
After some moment of searching I found the two sitting infront of each other in a corner.
I wanted to walk in on them but the reality hit me asking what I was going to do if I went in?
Why the heck I am here now, what is my aim? Its not like I will go and hit Yohan asking him why he hadn't contacted me till now , or why he stayed in contact with yena till now, it wasn't like I had the courage to do it.
So I just stood there looking at them before turning my back and walking away.
In that moment I thought about what I was doing , why I was secretly watching my crush and my brother , why was i standing like a stranger and why everything suddenly changed so much..
Wonyoung Pov:
I walked to the kitchen as I felt really hungry. Both seungwoo oppa and Yujin nuna were asleep so with all my courage I decided to cook for myself.
I looked at the refriger but the ingredients I needed wasn't there so I lazily decided to make rameon.
The door of our apartment opened as dragon suddenly came in. his expression was no good so I got up and approached him.
"where were you?" I asked curiously
"don't know"
"Ehh?? What do you mean? Why are you so cold?"
"because I feel so small, like I am no one" he said with a cold look and my eyebrows furrowed.
"you were always like that Dragon, now come and sit aand eat with me. understand that in life only food saves you" i joked as I grabbed his hand and dragged him to sit on the table.
"Wonyoung yesterday night I wrote a song. Wanna do it together?" he said and I got a bit curious because he looked like he was controlling his grin thinking about the song.
"whats the title?" I asked with an eyebrow raised
"Loser" he grinned and I glared "Wanna die?, you are loser but I'm not. The title should be a star for ChoiWonyoung" I confidently said asi tucked my hair behind my ears and he scoffed.
"when will you learn to not brag about yourself so much?" he pokerly said and I chuckled.
"I am just being honest , I am not bragiing " I put the rameon infront of us.
While we wear eating I could feel him looking at me nervously , I looked up at him. His eyes looked like he wants to ask or tell me something but he was stopping himself from doing so.
"what?" I asked.
"nothing " he said quietly as he started eating, avoiding my question.
"what do you want to say, if you want to say something say it" I glared at him as I put my chopstick down ,ready to hear him.
He looked little hesitate to ask but he shrugged it off otherwise and decided to talk
"why did the fight between you and yena started?" he finally asked and I sighed .
"if that was your question, it would have been better if you stayed queit" I told him.
"did I started when I said she is still in contact with Yohan?" he asked, cornered.
"it has nothing to do with Yohan" I replied.
It really didn't , I didn't really care if she likes him or not if she talks with him or not, I care about how she hided it from me how she lied to me and how she betrayed me and chose him over me.
He just sighed, like he still didn't get what he wanted, like he had more questions and more worrieds.
"so you feeling small has something to do with Yohan?" I asked as I rested my chin on my hands.
He bit his lips and didn't answer which confirmed that I was right.
"what happened?" I asked.
"today Yohan and yena met " he finally gave up and said what was upsetting him, because he had to say it and I was the only one who he can talk about this to.
"I am just wondering how everything changed so much, how the Yohan that I spent my every minute with just last year stopped contacting me and replying to me after a little time. ... how he never get curios about what this friend is doing,,, and what upset me the same is no matter when i try to win yena there is always a wall which I cant climb over,,, this fight is really no fair , its really unfair that I have to fight while having no chance to win" he poured all his heart out.
"do you think that there is something between yena and Yohan?" I asked.
He seemed shocked by my question " I never said that " he said right away, defending her.
"but that is worring you right now, this is what you fear right now, eventhought you don't want to believe it" I told him, its better to remove the doubt in everything , when you fear something ,when you doubt something say it, that's the only way to solve it or it will just stay there , eating you up all alive.
"yena would never do that, I am sure" he reassured , but he was reassuring himself not me, he was telling that to himself not to me.
"I wish" I said as I got up and walked to my room
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