Wonyoung's pov:
Today as I was walking to our class and passed the one from last year I started to remember the time he would come to our class.
Now I really felt curios about how Yohan was doing so I went and saw Wooshin because he is the only personwho would know about him.
I opened the door to his room.
After I said hi , I quickly went on the main subject.
"wooshin do you have news about Yohan?" I asked.
"how is he doing?"
"I wouldn't know" he answered.
"but how?" my eyebrows met in confusion.
"I couldn't contact him too , I don't know his number in japan and he doesn't answer or comes online just same as you" he explained.
"how come no one knows about him?" I got annoyed as I throw myself on his bed.
"yena does"
I quickly got up.
"what do you mean?"
"yena didn't lose contact with him till now, they are talking often as I know" he explained.
How come there are so many thing related to Yohan that I don't know?
"and why I don't know about it?"
" because Yohan asked her not to" he said.
"and even if he did say that didn't she saw how much we were worried about him? Shouldn't she just tell us how he was doing?"
"Yohan wanted you to forget him and yena thought that would be better for you since you loved sihoon" he explained .
"uh—okay" was all I could say now as I walked to my room.
She did it because of me?
Because she wanted to help me Jinny isn't talking to me now.
And because she wanted to help me she stayed quiet when I was hurting alone when Yohan left? She stayed quiet even thought I was already in love with Yohan and told her that I wanted to give our relationship a try.
Why does she think that she has the right to choose instead of me ?
I got really angry at her, hiding everything from me even thought everything ends bad for me. saying she does it for me.
'but I don't love him wonyoung' the word she said about Wooshin.
She is still in love with Yohan.
'I thought she bought sihoon to make you and Yohan break up' what Wooshin said.
No no wonyoung control yourself , I am sure unnie isn't like that ,she wouldn't do it because of that.
'I didn't have to tell because it was clear that she will feel that way, it was just that you didn't like to think about it' did she really mean it?
A tear escaped my eyes as I tried to think positively.
I walked to unnies room and but I stopped before opening the door.
"uh Yohan oppa, its been a while since I last heard about you" I head unnies voice, you could imagine from her voice that she was smiling widely.
"what? You are coming to korea? When? Ofcourse I will come to airport .... Okay see you" she ended the call.
,more tears run down my face as I tried to not make a sound , I walked out of the dorm and went to the park infront of our dorm.
I cried till I didn't have power to cry anymore, I even lost trace of time when I looked at my phone seungwoo oppa was calling
He asked me to come back if I don't want to eat my dinner cold.
I gathered myself and put makeup on , since my eyes were puffy from all those crying.
When I arrived at the dorm I washed myself and went to sit on my seat.
"did you cry wonyoung? your eyes are puffy" seungwoo oppa who was sitting right beside me asked.
"no it was windy outside so many things went into my eyes" I chuckled, I think Wooshin didn't believe the lie.
"so why did you went out in this weather?" yena scolded me.
"I didn't know it would get windy" I found myself answering coldly without myself noticing.
' I will give you one more chance unnie, please say the truth this time'
After dinner I went to unnie's room.
"unnie since you were befriending Jinny, don't you know anything about Yohan?" I asked her.
"well she said he was good and that he was studying well" she smiled.
"do you have his number?"
"no I don't , wae?" she lied as if it was nothing.
"have he ever returned to korea since he left?"
"Jinny said he visited once or twice , but why?"
"because I feel so guilty unnie" I said hoping that she would say the truth.
"why would you?"
"well you know I dated sihoon even without even properly breaking up with him"
'please tell the truth now unnie please' I begged her in my mind.
"its not your fault , he chose to not answer your calls, I am sure he wouldn't blame you " she smiled as she patted my back.
How can a personI have knew all my life turn into someone I never knew.
So two faced , who lies so easily about the matters who are most important things to me, about things that haunt me everyday.
Yena's pov:
After wonyoung left the room I sat on my bed as I bit my lower lip
' I am sorry that I lied wonyoung, but If you find out everything you wont be able to forgive yourself just like how I cant forgive myself now' my eyes started to get teary.
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Heres a second update for today! I wont be able to update tomorrow so i updated 2 chapters today
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Celebrity Road. ° IZONE × X1 × IVE°
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