Celebrity Road. ° IZONE × X1 × IVE°

Fourty eight

Wonyoung pov:

"I called you all to tell you something" I hesitated about how to tell em but seungwoo oppa nodded at me to continue

Would they think its good or a bad idea?

"I talked with sajanim and decided to participate in our mama stage with you all, for sure if you all agree" i stated calmly, inside i was worried as shit but i managed to put a confident face on so they would think am ready for a return

"But wonyoung dont you think its too soon..?" Seungwoo oppa asked worriedly and i shook my head

"I will do good oppa, i want my return in the activites to be the same day with unnie" i replied, telling them the part i wanted and leaving the other part to myself

"Will you be alright?"dohyon asked, his face looked like he was worried to even utter a word to me. I nodded not wanting to answer him but still not coldly

I know how pure he is but it wont be easy to forget his betrayal

"the stage is only 4 days from now, if you think you can manage to prepare in this short time we would be more than glad to have our maknae back on stage" seungwoo oppa smiled which made me grin as i nodded at him with a grin

"I finally have my soulmate back with me on stage. Boring performances ended" wooseok grinned as he messed my hair which made me laugh

"Soulmate? Thats new dragon"i laughed as I remembered how we first thought of each other as enemys

"Gosh i cant believe i missed that annoying nickname!" He gasped which made me chuckle but the smile dropped down my face as i looked at dohyon..

He looked sad and lonely as he had his gaze on us

I hated this sad aura around him, i wanted to cheer my old tiny giant up but ... i just couldnt be the same yet

So i just did the only thing that i could i did a sad smile to him , so he wont feel scared around me or guilty

He was shocked which made me chuckle

" am going to my room to study,i have skipped lessons alot this semester " i smiled everyone and headed inside to my room

I was happy now. I was calm that i decided my decision. I was happy i wasn't angry r hateful toward anyone.

I will communicate with everyone i ended contact with to not have regrets anymore

As i sat in-front of my study desk i saw the photo album on the side

I grabbed it and smiled to myself

Pictures of the academy, pictures of our friendship group (junho- chaewon- yuri- sihoon and myself)- pictured of My dates with sihoon and all our crazy poses

Pictured of Highschool, the festival and... yohan

I froze at the pictures of us, the sweet image of us before everything turned upside down

A tear dropped as i touched the pictures

Everyone had a weak point and for me it had became yohan

I put the feelings away from the day we talked but.. i hated how he didnt even contact me after the news broke out..

I know he did his part as he had talked to a reporter and talked about how we were good friends now and the rumors were fake, that he was engaged.. but, wasnt he worried if i was hurt or not..?

I closed the photo album and wiped my tears, he doesn't deserve it.

"No more tears because of kim yohan " i told myself as i opened my books to study
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Hello! How are you all??... i have a shitty exam tomorrow so the chapter is short sorry all.

Ps. Hope the best happens for our boys and girls and mnet go to hell but izone and x1 don't deserve hate and disbandment..