the devil in human form

lust

ugly fagot

you shit

i hope you rot in hell-

a loud crashing sound caused me to return back into reality. my eyes landed on a broken plate on the floor and suddenly my heart began beating rapidly. i quickly bend down and began grabbing the shattered glass off the floor with my two hands. i didn't care if i cut myself, all i worried about was taehyung. he would be pissed if he.. caught me.

unknowingly, i burst out crying as i heard footsteps coming towards me. i knew immediately i would die because of this. something in me thought if i made a mistake, i'll get killed.

"you can stop now," i heard a soft whisper coming from behind me.

i sat down on the floor and continued crying frantically, "i'm sorry!-" i mumbled as i tried covering my eyes but taehyung pulled them away from my face.

"stop crying and go wash up," he simply told me before i got up and walked towards the nearest bathroom.

i sat down on the edge of the bathtub as i continued to cry without worry. i've never cried like this in my whole entire life and it wasn't okay. i was suddenly extremely tired and my eyelids became heavy. it was probably from the lack of food or sleep. ever since taehyung and i kissed, i rarely get sleep because of the worry that he'll try to do something more.

suddenly, it became cold and dark. pain spreading all around my head and before i knew it, i was somewhat warm... comfortable.

i opened my eyes and saw a familiar ceiling. i slowly got up and i noticed i was in my bedroom.

"what-"

"kookie!" said a voice then i felt somebody's body warmth. "i'm so glad you're awake."

"y-yoongi..." i mumbled softly before wrapping my arms around his waist. "i missed you so fucking much- a-and i-"

"you need to get out of here..."

i suddenly stopped talking when yoongi interrupted me. i slowly pulled away but my breath got stuck in my throat. the familiar yoongi was suddenly a lifeless dead body. he was covered in blood from head to toe. i wanted to scream... needed to scream but absolutely nothing came out.

"g-GET OUT!"

my body bolted forward as i felt cold hands wrapped around my waist. it slowly pulled me closer to them then stopped when our bodies' touched. i slowly turned my head to see who it is... taehyung.

it was a dream.