the devil in human form

sanity

jungkook was laying on the bed, remembering the time that he almost had sex with taehyung but couldn't when they heard the door knocking. it was an invitation to a small gathering where taehyung worked. it was today and taehyung was downstairs convincing himself to bring jungkook with him but thought about him being caught.

when the door opened to the bedroom, jungkook turned to look at the male walking towards him. he laid on the bed and smiled warmly. "you know, everybody thinks you're dead. nobody is looking for you. it's just you and me," he said as he leaned towards the boy and placed a kiss on his cheek. "they all gave up looking for you. they've moved on.."

jungkook had tears in his eyes as he listened to what the man had told him. was it true? he sobbed as he sat up on the bed, crying as he shook his head.

"i'm the only one here that loves you..."

jungkook's pov

i couldn't help but cry my eyes out. why wasn't anybody looking for me? wasn't i important? does my parents even care about me... not even my brother? i felt a hand on my shoulder, a tight but gently grip.

"if you try to escape, who will you go back to? your dead girlfriend? nobody loves you jungkook..." the man said as he stood up from the bed and grabbed a shirt and jeans. "you're coming to the get together with me."

when we arrived at the house, my eyes were glued to my hands. i still couldn't believe that my parents didn't love me... was it because i dropped out of college?

i let out a sigh as i got out the car when taehyung told me to. we walked towards the front door and the older man knocked.

"i love you," he whispered against my ear, sending shivers down my spine as the door opened.

a large man stood there was a smile, waving at us. "good to see you taehyung!" the man smiled widely as he went to hug the man but stopped when he saw me. "who is this?"

taehyung gazed at me before smiling warmly at the large man that looked like he worked out daily. "my cousin. he came to visit me," he smiled. "is it okay he's here, namjoon?"

the man, namjoon, smiled as he moved aside. "of course. my cousin is here as well. y'all both look the same age.. i hope you both get along."

i forced a smile on my face as i walked into the house, behind taehyung. i didn't want to socialize manly because i was afraid i would accidentally scream out that i was being held hostage. i couldn't.

when i sat on the couch alone, i fidgeted with my fingers, feeling absolutely insane. why couldn't i stand up and tell them? why am i being like this?
i questioned myself but suddenly, somebody sat next to me.

"wassup?" said the figure sitting next to me.

"hey..." i mumbled as i gazed at the man. he was absolutely gorgeous. his lips were pink and plum, kissable.

"my name is jimin. namjoon's cousin," he said as he smiled warmly at me. he ran his hand through his hair as he let out a sigh. "i'm not related to this business thing. just visiting."

i gazed back down at my hands, feeling a bit safe to hear that i wasn't the only one that wasn't supposed to be here. "same... i'm with my cousin as well," i mumbled a bit of a tired tone.

nobody's pov

jimin felt a bit strange around the new person he had just met. something about him just didn't seem about right. he wanted to ask but he felt like maybe he was overreacting.

"you wanna go upstairs? it's pretty boring down here..." the boy asked as he shrugged. "my cousin has a playstation four and we can use it," he said as he stood up and walked up the stairs.

jungkook thought about it before standing up and following the other male up the stairs, not knowing taehyung was eyeing him down. once the two made it to the room, they sat down on the bed with the controllers in their hands.

they both played a soccer game, having fun together as they played. they both yelled when one of them got a goal and finally, jungkook seemed like he was enjoying himself. something he hadn't felt in months since he had gotten kidnapped by taehyung. they played for hours until both of them laid on the bed and talked. it was only ten pm so it wasn't that late. as they talked about personal stuff, jimin sat up on the bed.

"can i tell you something i've never told anybody?" he asked as he stared down at his own legs, feeling his heartbeat increase, feeling nervous. "i think i'm gay... but i don't know if i really am... since i was young, i've never really found women attractive. when my friends talked about their crushes, i always stood there and thought the boys in the classroom next door were cute. i've never really told anybody about this because i'm scared they won't accept me being openly gay."

jungkook stared up at the ceiling before also sitting up on the bed, "i feel the same way... surprisingly..." he mumbled as he turned to look at jimin. it was true. after he had meet taehyung, he felt some type of way about him, like he found him sexually attractive. he never liked to admit it but it was true. "like you said, i'm still questioning-" before jungkook could finish his sentence, jimin's lips were connected with his lips. jimin placed his hand on the younger male's thigh as they kissed but it didn't last long when the door opened. they quickly pulled away from each other and looked at the door, seeing namjoon and taehyung staring back at them.