The halfway and in between

People and that one

Lahat naman ng tao dadaanan ka lang, wala silang balak na magtagal sa mga posisyon nila dahil lahat naman tayo ay napapagod maghintay. Napapagod umasa. Napapagod magmahal.

Ang iba naman ay ginagawang tambayan lang ang buhay mo at nang magsawa siya saka aalis.

Paano mo nga ba malalaman that someone will stay? That finally someone is so willing to wait. That someone will never get tired loving you despite all the insecurities you have and all the anxities you need to worry.

How can someone not get tired of waiting? not get tired of loving.

How can you finally know that someone is finally arrived? He is finally in your life?

Pano if siya na pala pero you were stuck in the middle of maybes, of what ifs, of all how I wished?

Sabi ng kaibigan ko, people love someone because of reasons, yung iba they love their girlfriends and boyfriends because of beautiful things they saw to them. How beautiful it is when someone is in love with you despite of the ugly things you have, with all the scars and imperfection. I think it is the purest form of love.

The love without any reasons at all, you just love them.
That you'll be happy for that short encounter kasi at least he came. He made such a huge impact in your life that can be possible of changing you, too.

But what about the attachment? How can you save yourself from being attach to that someone? Why there is an existing word "short time" and "temporary"? Why do we have to go through to forget people that just temporary in our lives. Medyo unfair talaga.

Na parang they have mission to prove something for themselves and for us too. Kaya lang sila dumating dahil baka gusto ka nila baguhin for betterment or baka gusto nilang magbago ka talaga. Na talaga namang mayroong effect sa ating lahat.

Bakit kasi, bakit kasi kailangan mo pang makilala ang taong hindi naman dapat kilalanin?

But I know one thing I am very certain about, if that one finally comes. I should know, I will know and I will make sure that he'll stay. That finally it will never fail because he's the right one, but as of the moment, I will love myself wholly without hesitations and second thoughts. I deserve this kind of love that I usually gave to people.