He hasnt been replying my text since last week. Even if i went to his practice room, he wouldn't be there. He never answers my call nor call my back and my friends and family members has just been asking me to break up with him. I am trying my best to understand him , well yeah he is an idol after all . I decided to call Hyeongjun to check up on him.
H= hyeongjun
Y= You
during the call: (facetime)
Y: hyeongjun - ah annyeonggg
H: noona!!! whats up??
Y: uhh... Is Seungyeon there?
H: nope... He just went out for ... i dont know
Y: okay.. nevermind
H: Noona ... are you okay? You sound sad
Y: Im not Hyeongjun , dont worry...
H: noona dont lie to me... I can through your eyes... I know you well okay?? Tell me ..
Y: okay ... its just that i feel like Seungyeon isnt loving me anymore.. He never pick up my calls nor reply my texts.. Im just curious why he's like this Hyeongjun...
H: noona... why not you meet up with him??
Y: Nah its okay.. anyways i dont wanna disturb you from the practice... Take care okay?? Bye bye.. I love you
H: i love you too Noona, bye bye!!
(basically you and hyeongjun love each other like siblings)
Tears started rolling down my cheeks. Does he still love me?? I was too deep in my thoughts that i didnt realize the door opened.
"baby? Are you okay?" I heard a familiar voice. I turned around and saw Seungyeon. "yeah..." I replied, trying my best not to show my real feelings. "I have something to tell you." The both of us said the same time. "You go first." He said while taking a seat beside me. "Seungyeon.. I know that im not the best girlfriend and i will never be and since you are an idol, i dont wanna disturb your idol life.. thats why i think.." I was hesitant to say the last few words.
"You think?" Seungyeon asked really curiously. "Lets breakup" I said while holding in my tears. "Y/N be honest... Do you still love me?" He asked while looking into my eyes. I nodded slowly. "Are you saying this because you really want to or are you just listening to what people wants you to do?" He ask while holding my hands softly. "Y/N... You are not the best girlfriend in the world and will never be but you are the best girlfriend for me and will always be..I hope that you didnt meant what you said just now.." He said while looking down. You started to tear up, he hugged you tightly. "Im sorry.. I cant control my feelings..." I said in between sobs. "Dont cry.. Its okay... wait hold on" He let go of the hug and stood up. He took out something from his pocket and kneeled down. He revealed a box with a ring inside. "Y/N will you want to take it to another step with me? Will you marry me?" Seungyeon asked while looking into my eyes. I was shock, I nodded my head . He put the ring on my finger and kissed my hand. "I love you Y/N" He said while giving me a kiss on the forehead. "I love you too Cho Seungyeon"
