one way letters

Chapter Twelve

Dear Wes,

             The day we've met was the best day of my life but then it changes when you ask me out on a date. Then again, it changes when you ask me to be your girlfriend. And it goes on and on until I think all of the things we've done specially were my best days of my life. Well it was true, they were all treasures to me.

             I've always joke about that you never does anything that completely turns me off, yet. You told me that you will never let that happen because we're meant to be. I totally agree. When you left me, you did disappoint me and I almost hate you but it didn't happen. Even if you have my heart with you, my love for you stays the same and it never leaves me.

             But you did.

             You're right, you can't do anything that will turns me off of you.

             Until you died.

             I felt my heart dies together with you the moment I've confirmed that you...
Your mom told me that you died because you have an incurable cancer that you didn't bother telling me just because you're afraid that your going to break me? Are you kidding me? Even if you think you didn't, you already did. You said you wanted me to hate you? Really Wes? It seems like you didn't know me at all to even think about me that way. I was offended but I can't blame you. Fuck.
    
             You know that I would understand you right? Whatever you're going through? Why didn't you trust me and risk the chance of telling me? I should have been with you the whole time you're suffering. I should have seen you one last time. Alive.

             You just broke my heart, Wes. But I still couldn't hate you. I couldn't. You don't deserve any hatred.

              You're unfair, yes. But all of those were because you're looking out for me although it didn't change the fact that you still broke me. You thought I wouldn't know. You thought I would just forget you. It was impossible, it was like praying to have two suns displayed every day time above.

               Honestly, I don't know why I'm still writing to you even if I know you will never read it. I think I was used to the last several months of me writing to you to remind you how I missed you.

               And I still do. So I guess these letters will kept on coming huh? I'll make sure to send it directly to you. No mistakes this time. I know for a fact that it will somehow get to you. I don't know how but I just know it.

               You're somewhere safe now, Wes. But don't think of getting rid of me again because it will took you everything to make me. I told you I will always be here with you.

              This time, instead of me waiting for you, you'll be the one waiting for me. It might take a lot of time though but I promise to get there and we'll be together once again. I promise.

              I love you, Wes. You'll forever be in my heart. Always.

Forever Loving you,
   Serenity Rose 🌹

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