Broken Hearted Girl

Who knew

2 weeks later....

I haven't been to work in 3 days i've been super sick i have no idea whats going on but I booked a Doctors Appointment for Thursday im tired of being miserable. On the other hand me and Dj really been talking a lot Im really feeling this boy and if im not mistaken but he be calling me baby and checking on me everyday I found out he actually a Engineer for a big company down in Oklahoma so you know what that mean homeboy got money, not that i need it or nothing because i make my own money honey. My momma always told me to never depend on a man because you never know whats real and whats not and honestly that quote hasn't been proven wrong yet. Since i could hardly keep any food down i just poured me some orange juice because i was hungry i was tired of throwing up tho. I had nothing to do with my day since cherry had work til later on tonight so I decided to FaceTime Dj and see what he was doing. Hello?..Wassup ma how you feeling ? Im still sick and haven't been able to eat heavy foods I'm tired I've never been this sick before I hope everything's okay. When i looked up at my phone Dj was cheesing hard it made me blush and I hated that so i told him stop staring. Then he said my skin was glowing like boy first off my room is damn ner dark what do you mean😭 we talked for about 2 hours then i got sleepy so i told him ill call him before the Appointment tomorrow and went sleep. I think i slept for about 2 hours before i woke up sick again my face was pale and my eyes where dark i could tell i wasn't myself at all it was about 3 and i really couldn't go back to sleep so instead i just made some popcorn and watched 2 broke girls.
8:00 am...
My alarm wad ringing off the hook and driving me crazy when i got up i was propped up against my pillow with the TV on and my popcorn in my lap i must have fell asleep last night i don't remember how tho but my appointment was at 9:00 so i jumped in the shower and got out 15 minutes later i put on some black tights and my Marilyn Monroe hoodie with my black uggs to match. I stopped by McDonalds to get a Caramel frappe then i headed to the hospital. When i got there I signed in and waited for my name to get called i scrolled down my facebook timeline until then. About 10 minutes later i heard my name called by a tall slim white lady i stood up and she walked me to the back with her she asked me a few questions about my symptoms and weighed me and took my blood pressure. She handed me a gown and told me to me Doctor Stuart would be in shortly i waited nervously before she entered. 10 minutes later i heard a knock on the door my regular doctor walked in and greeted me "Hi ms.Karen you wanna explain whats going on" i began to tell her about the nausea and not being able to keep any food down i didn't realize what was going on until she started asking me questions i forgot all about my period and yes i was late i was sick and i haven't been feeling well I suddenly started questioning the night i spent with Dj I couldn't remember if we used protection or not at this point i was scared. My doctor told me i was Infertile but clearly i was having pregnancy symptoms i shook the thoughts out my head and rubbed my hands through my hair the nurse left to go get the bloodwork supplies when she left i cried a little because i didn't want want to experience another miscarriage i hated failing but if i was Infertile i wouldn't even be able to get pregnant. The nurse came back to draw my blood once she was done she gave me a cup to test my pee to make sure it wasn't any infections then she took everything to the back to run test i just laid down on the table and shut my eyes I thought about everything how if I was pregnant would Dj be around or leave about how imma run my business with a baby on the way and of course our health I even thought about if i would still be married if i could've gave David a baby.                  15 minutes later....i had dosed off before i heard a knock on the door i jumped up forgetting i was at the  hospital. My doctor walked over to me with a few papers in hand and gave me a hug..  "congratulations " my heart begin to race when i heard those words come out of her mouth she stood back and I noticed she gad a worried look on her face i was scared enough but i had to ask...Well what am I supposed to do now am I healthy enough can my body carry a baby now. She put her hand on my shoulder and confirmed i was ok to have my baby but then she added i might be in the hospital a lot of the time so they can keep and eye on me and the baby to make sure nothing goes wrong.
12:00 pm...
I went home and cried i didn't know what to do about this situation i know i had to tell Dj but i was scared what of he denies it what if he doesn't want a baby right now he's always busy with work, I've got to admit I'm stressing right now and thats really bad for the baby but i couldn't help it. I decided to run me a hot bubble bath and light sum candles i just sat and turned on my music to relax i pretended i didn't just find out i was 3 weeks pregnant.

(WELL I HOPE THIS WAS A SHOCK)☺️ stay tuned for chapter 7 guys give me some feedback