My Diary and Dark Poems

Am i invisible

Am i invisible to you? Is my pain invisible you try to be good yet all you cause is chaos and suffering. I left because of that and i won't come back, if you think i am you sadly mistaken. you ruin me like you ruin my heart. You try to control me yet all i try to do is run. You say its cause of my body yet its not its cause of you. You say i'm just stress cause i'm growing yet i know i'm not! It angers me inside and saddens me to know i can't tell you anything cause you want to think and believe im okay im "perfect" if im so emotional don't you realize that isn't normal for me? You say i'm a snowflake? Yet im HUMAN IM ONLY HUMAN!!! that's all i can be yet you treat me as if im nothing more to you then a toy you only show me love when your half awake...you say you forget easy yet that's all you do is forget and neglect me and my brother.