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Well, we're going on a booze cruise!

I don't know why I'm excited, maybe it's because it's the first time I've been away from home in around 4 years.

Or because I love the cold, (it's January) and I'm going to enjoy the way the cool air blows on my face. Who knows?

Oh, and I'm dating Ryan now. Kelly gives me these, like, really heated stares, but I just smile.

"Katies coming."

What a  great statement to get me feeling.

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The frosty air felt so good on my face. I couldn't breath to well, but it was worth it. I loved this type of air.

"Hey," Ryan said, snapping me out of my trance.

"Lets go inside. It's getting pretty chilly." He said, rubbing his hands up and down his arms.

I laughed, looking back at the view infront of me.

"You go ahead, I'm kinda looking for a cold 'cause I'm not coming to work tomorrow." I said, Ryan grabbed my face and kissed me.

He pulled back, looking at me. Then he just turned around and left.

I just turned around to just watch the ocean again, trying to get rid of that feeling. It felt so wrong, I wasn't disgusted or anything, it just felt to wrong to kiss him.

"Hey, kiddo." I heard a fimiliar voice say. I turned around and saw jim, he looked sad.

"Hey Jimothy, what's wrong. Is katie saying things to you, because if she is. She basically looking for trouble." I said, he chuckled and shook his head, looking at the floor.

"And, by the way. I'm technically older than you." I said, pointing my finger in his face.

"By like, 3 days!" He exclaimed, I put my hands up in surrender as we both laughed.

"It's freezing. Why did you come out." I asked, looking over at him.

"I needed a break....from Kati- um, everything." He whispered, looking down.

I looked back at the ocean, leaning my head onto my folded arms.

"What about you. You've been out here for like 3 hours. What's that all about?" Jim asked, his eyes started burning holes in the back of my head.

"Um, honestly, I don't know. I just really like the cold and when I don't feel anything." I said, not turning around.

"Wow, totally did not seem deep at all." I laughed a little, standing up straight.

"I saw what happened between you and..." Jim trailed off, sounding a little disappointed.

"Stalker much?" I joked, laughing while shaking my head. Jim just laughed a little.

"I think I'm dumping him." I said, not looking back at jim.

"What? Why?" Jim asked, he was really good at hiding his emotions. But not that good.

"Hes not a bad guy or anything, it's just, it feels so wrong being with him." I answered, turning around now.

"Why?" He asked again. I shrugged, walking over to him.

"Maybe I feel bad for kelly or something." I said, putting my covered hands in my pocket.

Jim nodded, his face falling once again. "That was only half true. I feel bad for kelly, but for some reason, It just feels so wrong.

Like, I should just keep searching. Or maybe I have feeling for someone else and I don't even realize it."

"Wow. Who is this other guy? Or-sorry- girl?" Jim asked, looking down at me in shock and curiosity.

I gasped, covering my mouth with my hands.

"Did I really just  say that out loud?" I asked, looking him directly in the eye.

Jim laughed, nodding his head. I laughed, covering my whole face with my hands.

"To answer your question, I don't really know." I said truthfully.

"Maybe toby." I suggested, we both laughed.

"What about, Dwight?" I giggled, cringing at the thought.

"Hmm, what about michael?" I asked,  shrugging my shoulders.

Jim looked at me with a disgusted face. I just laughed, throwing my head back.

"What about you?" I asked, slightly giggling as I looked up at him. He looked at me seriously, raising his eyebrows.

I caught on and stopped laughing, looking him in the eyes. Thats when I realized... I'm in love with Jim halpert.

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And I oop- im slowly turning into a vsco girl sksksks. Jk, im in the non-vsco girl community. They sksk scare me. Lol. Bye!

Sincerely, your weird author A.J  (yes im a female)

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