The After Kingdom: UnOrdinary (Arlo x John)

Chapter 38

Arlo doesn't know what to do. He just held John, kissing, petting-- doing whatever he can to express his love for the dark haired man.

He knew that it isn't enough, but something just feels wrong. John's request feels wrong, it was so sudden, and although he wanted to touch John... Right now doesn't seem to be the right time to be doing this, not when he looked so hurt.

Still, the dark haired man clutches his back tightly, and Arlo couldn't really bring himself to deny John.

John kisses him hard, his tongue clashing with the blond's. Arlo kissed him back passionately, his tongue feeling every bit of his mouth. John's hands moved on Arlo's hair, his fingers pulling his locks. They moved on the bed at some point, almost stumbling along the way.

But despite of that, he kept on kissing him-- although he doesn't touch him. They just kissed and kissed, until John pushed the blond's body away from him, realizing that the blond wouldn't initiate anything.

His eyes met John's, and it sinked in that John wasn't just pained and upset with what Arlo have revealed.

There was also something else behind it, but Arlo couldn't tell what it was.

Slowly, the dark haired man stood-up, glancing at Arlo before proceeding to strip his clothes. He does that all while maintaining an eye contact with the blond, John licks his lips, and the action immediately made Arlo harden, he couldn't avoid staring at his body, and the sight of John really was really testing his control.

He wanted to touch him but...

"John... I really think we shouldn't." Arlo said again, "I'm sorry."

The dark haired man didn't said anything, instead, he crept closer to the blond, pressing his body against him.

He took Arlo's hands, placing it on top of his member. The action surprised the blond that he pulled his hands away John stares at him again, asking for the blond's touch.

"Arlo, please..."

The blond closed the gap between their lips, kissing him once again. This time, his fingers wandered on the dark haired man's body. Then, he pushed him towards the bed as he continued to kiss him.

His hands moved on John's chest, stroking and lightly playing with his nipples as he attacked him with his lips.

"Mmnn.."

His kisses then moved down to his jaw, dragging soft kisses until it reaches his chest.

Sometimes, Arlo forgets what John's work originally was, but whenever he remembers, the memory of John being fucked in front of everyone else appears on his mind, and he'll remember how John have looked like when he was with Keon.

It makes Arlo want to shield him and hide him away from the world, he want to cover John up, and it was just so difficult to explain. He's willing to do anything just to not see him make that face again, and he wanted to just keep him on his arms.

Maybe, this is why he's always afraid of touching John. He doesn't want to hurt him,
but it's too late now isn't it?

The blond's hands have already moved on John's hips, his hands teasingly brushing down to his member. He motioned his hands to the tip, then to his balls, playing with it for a bit before stroking his shaft. He jerks it up slowly, increasing the speed as he goes by.

"A-arlo-- I'm--"

John's legs were already spread in front of him, he was really hard and was close to coming, and Arlo made sure to finish it off. John came on Arlo's shirt, and Arlo stripped it along with his pants.

Then, he wipped both of them, grabbing lotion as a substitute for lubricant for John afterwards.

He doesn't want it to hurt for him. He doesn't really have any experienced with this kinds of things, but he's knowledgeable enough to know that he shouldn't do it without using something first. Afterall, he wanted to make it pleasurable for John rather than painful.

John have done this a lot of times already, and there's a part of him that feels worried that he wouldn't be able to make this good for him, or that he'll cause him discomfort.

He inserts one finger in, and John gasped, "Tell me if it hurts."

He added another finger in, and another gasp escaped on the dark haired man's mouth.

It doesn't really hurt much, but John doesn't seem to be that used to it anymore. He used to do it almost every night, but he haven't had sex for a couple of months now.

The blond pulls his finger, then penetrating John. He thrusted slow and gentle, and it seemed like a feeling that was new to John. Arlo held his other hand as he thrust into him, and it make John's heart tighen.

How would he be able to go if Arlo kept on making him feel loved?

Tears were falling again, and Arlo stops for awhile.

"John, D... Did I hurt you? Was I being too rough?"

He shakes his head, although Arlo was already concerned. He pulls himself away, kissing John on his nose. Arlo hugs him, and they remain there on top of the bed, still unclothed.

He could feel how warm the blond actually was, and that warm made him want to just lie there, with Arlo holding him. He feels connected to him, the friction of their bodies, the warmth and this feeling he've felt on his chest.

"Arlo... Can we just stay here?" John asked.

Arlo looks at the wall, seeing staring at the clock, "But we have to leave at twelve." he looks at John again, considering, "Do you want me to extend, John?"

"I want to, can we?"

He was weak with John's eyes. If only the dark haired man knew how much effect he had on the blond.

"Fine... I'll phone them here later."

John hugged the blond, he could still feel Arlo's erection pressing on his thighs, John thought about helping him deal with it but Arlo held his hand when the dark haired man reached for it to help.

"You don't have to, John. It's fine-- It'll soften on it's own ."

"But we weren't finished, don't you want to atleast let me...?"

"No." Arlo declined, "I like doing this with you more."

Arlo kissed him on his forehead, it feels perfect when it was with him. Although they didn't ended up actually finishing their sex, John supposed that being tangled and held by Arlo like this was better.

John still felt guilty with what the blond revealed, but right now, why does he want to forget, even if it's just a bit? He doesn't want to leave, he wants to hold onto the promise that he've just made and--

He wants to run away with the blond. He wants to forget about everything else, and start a new life away from the authorities.

If only such place exist.