Constellations Of The Mind

If I Were To Die Today

If I were to die today,

Would you still say those awful things?

Would you still laugh at me

While on my death bed I lay?

Would you still spread those rumors

Without delay?

If I were to die today,

Would you take back all the things that you would say?

Would you cry just a little

Or even feel pain?

Would you ever consider that you are the soul to blame?

If I were to die today,

Would you still attempt to make me cry, even though I wouldn't be alive

Or would you hold me tightly

And hug my lifeless body

Whispering endless 'I'm sorry's?

If I were to die today,

Would you still smother me in misery?

If I were to die today,

Would you still say those awful things?