Constellations Of The Mind

I'm Okay.

I'm sort of here today.

I'm not all here, but I am.

And I'll flash a little smile to let you know that I'm okay.

But really I just want to be alone.

I want to soak up the calm.

I want to remember, and I want to reminisce.

I want to think about my grandmother and my grandfather.

I want to cry over them today.

I don't know why, but I do.

I want to think of people and their faces.

I want to find someone new to think of.

I don't know why, but I do.

I just want to stay here.

I just want to lay here.

And I don't know why.

But I think that it's alright.

I don't really mind.

I'm okay.