Constellations Of The Mind

Living A Borrowed Life

I feel like this life isn't mine;

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

I was supposed to be something great;

A voice that reached out to those who needed a source of hope.

I was meant to be adored!

However, I am not adored.

Instead, I'm here counting each second full of emptiness in my life, pondering about things that hold no meaning.

How unlovable I truly must be!

That's okay.

I'm okay.

Okay?

Okay means nothing.

Okay?