Difficult Master (ON HOLD TO EDIT)

Author Note

Hi humans of the wattpad universe. I apologise for the time I have ghosted without prior notice.

Unfortunately, a lot and I mean A LOT has happened in my personal life.

In simple terms, I dropped out of my med school journey. You can only imagine the rollercoaster of events that followed...

I had a very hard time trying to figure out my life especially being career-less and with no one supporting me for the ridiculous decision I had made.

However, as they always say, there is a light at the end of every tunnel.

My tunnel just happened to be full of curves and a flickering light at its end.

There was a long hard fight with my inner demons and family for why I did what I did and what do I really want.

I learned that knowing what you don't want is easy. However, justifying your actions AND discovering what you really wish to do with your life is a whole other world of bamboozling mystery.

It was a challenge living everyday normally knowing fully that I had broken my parents' hearts and truly disappointed them...

Maybe it was a reason for me to start searching for the plan B of my life.

Remember the flickering light at the end of my tunnel? Do you want to know why it was flickering?

I had finally figured out a fraction of what I wanted to do. However, my parents were not too sure with my quick change of heart and to be fair...I didn't sound convincing. Even my four-year-old cousin could tell I was rushing myself out of the black hole.

Indeed, I had to remain in my black hole and study further what I wanted to do next. If you were ever wondering, my black hole was basically me in bed with GOT7's music blasting in my ears.

Anyway, after enough research and decision making, I confidently sat with my parents and discussed what was happening in my head and where I saw myself in the hopeful future.

It took a lot of time and convincing to prove to my parents that now I know what I want (flickering light).

Once my parents were on my side, everything else became history.

This Author Note was supposed to be simple. An update that I will be coming back to finish this book.

However, I felt that all my readers deserved an explanation to "why the hell isn't this author uploading a chapter!?".

So will I be busy-free? Unfortunately yet fortunately no. I am currently a masters student working on my thesis!

It really feels good to be free from the pressure of others' approval and free to experiment with your life as you please.

If you have read the entire note, thank you and I wish you could be as free as you want to be as well!

PS. A new chapter is in the working ;)