P.S I love you~ Paul McCartney

That one night

I explained to Laurie the whole story over the phone. Of course she gave me her advice which I appreciated, we continued talking about different topics that was until she had to go get ready for work. It was late now and I had no idea where Paul was, he hadn't come home yet but if I was him, I wouldnt have either.

I decided to draw myself a bath. Maybe I'd calm down a little. I tried to relax but it was impossible. What if Paul was out shagging some unknown girl. Maybe he was drinking but I definitely knew that's what he was doing at the moment or had atleast done today. He's probably wasted. What if he leaves me? No I don't think he'd do that. Right?

I finally got out of the bath and dried myself. I got changed into jeans and a t shirt. I was going to go out and look for Paul. I just wanted to talk maybe I could've just stayed in and waited for him to arrive but getting some fresh air while I was at it would be better I needed to think too. As I was walking down the stairs the door flew open. In came a drunk Paul who was using the wall to sustain him self.

"Where ya going?" He Asked slurring his words. Man he was wasted. "Let me guess- - you're going to see George." He started walking up the steps towards me. "Y'know I thought you loved me."

"Paul I do."

"No! No no no! No you don't you wouldn't have snogged me mate!" He yelled at my, I was genuinely scared he was angry, He raised his hand, I thought He was going to slap me or something instead he just pushed me aside and continued walking. I followed behind him.

"Paul you won't remember this right now since you're completely drunk so can we please just talk in the morning?"

"I don't want to talk to you."

"Paul." I grabbed a hold of his wrist. I was standing at the edge of the stairs.

"Leave me alone!" He pushed me away with a force Causing me to step back, however there was no where to step. I lost my balance. I tumbled down the steps trying to grab on to the ledge as I fell backward but I couldn't. It hurt like hell was the last thing I thought before everything went black.