Erika's POV
Me and jake walk downstairs at like 12am. Jake behind me hugging me as we get into the kitchen. I turn my head to the side and he kisses my cheek.
E- what do you want
J- whatever you have I'll have
E- there's nothing here
J- here
I grab a bag of chips
J- does that make it easier
E- kinda does
Jake still hugging me from behind we walk out the kitchen being met by my dad
D- you guys okay
E- yeah
D- hey listen I'm sorry Kate walked in on you guys
E- your good
He taps Jake on the shoulder and he walks into the kitchen. We walk upstairs and shut the door.
E- why was he nice
J- maybe he thinks if he accepts us then you would accept them
E- I never would have thought of that. See you are smart
He gives me a cute smile. We lay in the bed together. I turn the tv on and we end up falling asleep.
Jakes POV
I wake up to my girlfriend in front of me in my arms. I look up over her to see her on her phone. I put my head down and dig it into the back of her neck. She turns around and comes closer to me. I grab her and roll onto my back and her body on top of me. I put my hands on the back of her thighs and rub over her butt to her lower back and then back down
5 minutes later
Jakes POV
Her breathing gets heavier on my neck. I stop my hands and try going back to sleep. After like 20 minutes of me just laying there I feel a kiss on my neck. She sits up on my stomach and rubs her eyes
J- hi
E- hi
We both smile at each other. I grab her hands and put them in mine.
J- did you sleep good
E- not really
J- what's up
E- just thinking about my dad and Kate
J- Rik I'm gonna kill you. Everything is fine
E- I guess your right
J- go put some pants on and we can go have breakfast
She gets off of me and walks into closet. She comes out with grey sweats on and a shirt in her hand. She tosses it at me since she has my sweater on. I put the tank top on and we go downstairs. Thankfully no one was down there and we eat and then go back upstairs and then get changed.
J- I should go
E- really?
J- yeah I got something to do
E- you want me to drive you
J- no I'm good
I grab my bag and head downstairs with Erika following. We get outside and I hug her and kiss her
J- I love you
She kisses me again and I walk off. I look at my phone and call Anthony
J- dude
An- you ready
J- I always dread this one day
An- I got your bag come by and we can leave
J- yup
We hang up and I walk to Anthony's house. I know I said I don't drink or smoke or whatever but this one day it's just something we have been doing. We have been doing this about 4 years. We go to this place and just go hard with the drugs and alcohol. We sleep with girls, go in the lake and just chill and have great time. I make it to Anthony and we grab our things and throw it in his truck and drive north.
4 hours later
Jakes POV
We finally get there and Chance comes up to us. He got her yesterday to help get everything ready. I grab my duffel bag and throw it over my shoulder. I walk inside to be met with a bunch of people. And then the party starts. I put my bag upstairs and go back into the kitchen to grab a drink. I take a beer and go into the living room.
J- Marty you got the weed
M- is that even a question dude
J- I guess not
He gets up and passes a joint to me. I light it and slouch in my chair.
L- lance is in the building
C- lance you've been here since Friday
L- oh
An- fucking stupid
We all laugh at him and more people come into the living room. I see a couple girls from last time but I'm not gonna do anything. I've got a beautiful girlfriend at home that I love very much. The alcohol and weed starts to get to me an hour later.
J- y'all I haven't had real sex since September
N- I can go change that
J- Natalie I have a girl that is my friend at home I can't do that
N- why haven't you had sex
J- because I love her very much I don't want to hurt her if I leave and go back into jail
N- you won't hurt my feelings
J- shhhhh
C- Jake we are taking shots
J- I'll pass
C- suit yourself
I feel hands on my shoulders giving me a massage. I take a sip from my newly open beer and I put the joint in my mouth. I take my phone out to see that it's 11:37pm. I got texts from Erika a while ago
6:38pm
E- hey baby
7:13pm
E- are you okay
E- Jake you usually answer me right away
10:54pm
E- I'm really scared Jake
Shit if I tell her she's gonna be mad. I don't-
N- come on baddie let's go upstairs
J- I said I'm good
I don't know what to do. At least I'm not having sex with other girls right? Next thing you know a bunch of girls are all around me
O- hey jakey
J- hi
R- let's have fun
J- I'll pass rose
P- let's play truth or dare
J- patty we aren't four years old
I get up before they could talk to me more. I go into the kitchen and give Marty the joint and put the beer down. I'm done with that stuff imma do something bad and then regret it. I lean against the counter and think if I should go back home. I've had to beers and barely smoked the joint.
J- guys the pool
I walk into the back and take my pants and shirt off and jump into the heated pool. Everyone soon comes out and joins.
Next day
Jakes POV
I wake up sore. I sit up on the bed quickly look back to see no girl. Thank god. I throw some new boxers and sweats on. I walk downstairs to see eating breakfast.
J- sup
Everyone says morning and gets back to eating. I grab a plate and as I reached up it hurt. I look down to see a white bandage on my side. I quickly turn around
J- what's this
C- you don't remember
J- no do you
C- honestly can't remember but we good you on the ground.
An- we cleaned you up and everything
J- I just want to go home
I turn around and put food in my plate.
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