Chapter 12:

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" this indicates someone is talking"
' this indicates someone's thoughts'
"This indicates someone talking on
the other line of the phone"

*PHA POV*

I could hear my alarm beep, I snoozed it and decided to get up and get ready. I look at my reflection in the mirror and saw my extremely puffy eyes.

'I definitely look like crap' I thought to myself.

Suddenly all the events that took place and the words that were exchanged last flashed back to me.

"P'Pha.. please tell me you're joking. But you kissed me back"

"Haha... oh that?you think someone kissng you means they like you? Don't be naive MingKwan, that was nothing"

"I see. Okay then, if that's what you want to happen. I will give P'Kit a chance. I'm sorry for troubling you P'Pha. I will go now, please forgive me for taking up much of your precious time"

I slumped at my bed, I shouldn't have said those things to him. He looked so hurt last night, I must apologize. But judging from last night, he might not want to talk to me.

'This is it... give it up Phana. He belongs with Kit, your best friend deserves to me happy' I  convinced myself.

Suddenly I get a call from Kit. I answered it.

"Ai'Kit?" I answered.

"Ai'Pha! When you get to school, I need your help with something" he started.

"What is it?" I asked.

"I'll tell you later. See yah!" Kit answered, excitement in his voice.

He hung up, I shrugged it off and  went to get ready. Once I was ready, I got into my car and drove towards our faculty.

When I got there, Kit and Beam were already waiting for me on one of the benches.

"Ai'Pha? You look like crap. Didn't get much sleep last night?"Kit asked.

"Oh, I was reading until late so I didn't sleep much" I lied.

"Wow, so unlike you. But anyway, we don't have classes this morning. We only have class from 1pm-6pm today"Beam said.

"Okay. Did you guys want to go somewhere?" I asked.

"Well, I wanted to ask you something" Kit started.

"Shoot!" I answered.

"I really like Ming.. I want to ask him out but I don't know how. Seeing that you live close to him, maybe you can help me out" Kit continued.

I smile and simply nodded in agreement. This was how it was meant to be, I want them both to be happy with each other. Kit was meant to meet Ming, I shouldn't get in the way.

"Thanks Pha! You're the best!" he said as he hugged me tight, I hugged him back.

"Anything for you Kit" I said, holding back my tears as I forced myself to smile.

"One word of advice Ai'Kit, drop the tsundere act a little bit and try to  be nice to him"I started.

"Text him Kitty, tell him you want to meet him today either at lunch or after classes" Beam suggested.

"Ye-Yeah but didn't we plan to all meet all together today?" Kit asked.

"We'll cancel, so it's all just gonna be you and him today. I will let N'Ten know as well" Beam instructed.

I wasn't gonna lie, I felt so sad and powerless. It was a good plan, but it wasn't good for me at all.

"Really? You think he'd accept it knowing it's just gonna be me and him?" Kit asked, awaiting our replies.

"Y-yeah.. I man, why wouldn't he? He's been chasing and wanting to be with you all this time Kit. I'm sure he'll say yes in a heartbeat" I said.

"Thanks guys! I 'll message him now"Kit said, as he whipped out his phone and started messaging Kit.

I wished all the mobile networks where down at that moment so he wouldn't be able to communicate with Ming. But luck wasn't on my sife today. Every beep and ding was slowly killing me.

"Oh my God! He agreed to meet me later after classes" Kit proclaimed.

"This is your chance Kitty, I know you can do it" Beam encouraged.

"Su su na Kit" I said.

I smiled as I  took out my book and read as I tried my hardest to distract myself from the awful truth that I will  most likely lose the love of my life today.

*MING POV*

I sat the the edge of my bed, I was already set for school. I didn't want to move, the events from last night are still haunting me. I was so foolish to believe that P'Pha felt something for me. I guess I was wrong. Suddenly my phone goes off.

KITKAT

Ming? Are you free
this afternoon?I will
wait until your class
is over

MOONG MING

I got nothing planned.
Why? Weren't we supposed
to meet up with everyone
later?

KITKAT

Yeah, but Beam
and Pha are having
a study session and
N'Ten have to go
home tonight. That
leaves only you and
me. I can cancel if you
want and we can just
all get together next time.

MOONG MING

Nah, it's fine P'Kit. I mean
I am getting used to having
you're friends around but
hanging out with you seems
like a fun idea.

KITKAT

Really? I'll drive to
your faculty then. Is
that fine with you?

MOONG MING

Yes P',.see.you in a bit

I set my phone done, I slapped my face multiple times to awaken myself to face reality that the person I love, will never love me back. And that I have to try and give myself a chance to be loved.

I took my phone and texted Yo. If this is what he wants then so be it.

'Goodbye P'Pha...please be happy even if it's not with me' I thought as I sent Yo message.

-ding-

WAYO

Thanks Ming! I
know I can always
count on you.

I read his reply, I failed to reply back. I clutch my chest, it hurts. It really hurts... but I know I have to let him go.  I can't force someone to love me back.

[To be continued]

A/N: Grr....why are they so stupid? *sigh*

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