❝ that's alot of fucks for a woman ❞
still fresh from the debut stage, lalisa manoban struggles to keep a sane posture and mentality as the world of being an idols instantly crashes in her head.
and then there's jeon jungkookーthe golden maknae eve...
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𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚 + 𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙚𝙧𝙖
" i don't even know them " i murmur, scrolling through twitter on my secret acc. bashful comments directed towards me were scattered on the internet.
i pursed my lips to the side, fingers shaking as i scroll down the cold exterior of my phone. some twitter stans were as scary as others said they were, protecting their beloved idols by ranting anythingーwith or without consideration.
" yah, lisa. i told u to never read hate comments " jisoo appeared beside me, making me startled. i clutch the phone on my chest, eyes widened at the sudeen appearance.
i guiltly looked down on my lap, scrolling once again on the said app. jisoo's colored nails were in my vision as she tried to snatch the device from my behind.
" yah lisa. "
jisoo sighed in exasperation. she had short arms that weren't fit to reach for mine. i held an innocent persona, my eyes looking at her as if i've done no harm.
" why are u reading those comments again? " she groaned.
" i just want to see what they're saying about me " i mumble, glancing at the screen once again.
i would lie to myself if i said that those every bit of words would shatter a little part of me. as cliché and as farfetched it sounded, i'm still affected to the hate comments even after months of debuting.
" can i see atleast? " the brunette asked me, presenting puppy eyes and banting her beautiful lashes. i chuckled off her charms as i let her sit beside me; my hand scrolling down the exterior of the mobile phone.
numerous comments about each kpop idol grpup swarned twitter. some were even trending worldwide. i wasn't even surprised one bit. kpop was spreading like wildfire. specially in the western market due to the collaborations of idols and western people.
" w-wait stop " jisoo pointed at a particular hashtag invloving me. i looked at her, confusion clear in my eyes. she pointed towards the hashtags that garnered her attention
#liskook #lis
" what'sーliskook? " she asked, looking at me. as if asking me permission to click the said trend. yes, it was a trend.
" beats me. i don't know either " i shrugged, clicking on the hashtags. numerous photos of my face, obviously edited, with another man were bombarding my phone.
" who'sーthis guy? " i ask, scrolling through the the scarily realistic ones. though i am a self proclaimed kpop fan, i am, i've never seen him.