Winning over The Bad Boy(Do you wanna play a game)

Chapter 9;

NOT EDITED AGAIN; SORRY FOR MISTAKES, PLEASE IGNORE THEM.

"Effy?" A familiar voice called out my name. "Logan?" I asked and I heard sniffles. "Effy, where are you?" The voice asked again through the darkness. "Is that you, Log?" I called out. "Yes." And with that his face came into view. "Logan." I whispered pushing my hands out in front of me to touch his beautiful face. "Effy, you have to decide now." He whispered back. "Decide what?" I asked confused shaking my head. "Come here." He said while pulling my hand and leading me somewhere. What I saw next shocked me most. It was me in a hospital bed. With my mom, brother and Ryder all standing over me and crying. I lied peacefully on the bed, slow heart beats coming from a monitor. "What's wrong?" I asked my brother. "You have to decide on what you want to do." He said looking at my lifeless body. "I want to be with you.." I trailed slowly. "Effy, you weren't the reason for my death, stop blaming yourself." He said slow and softly. "No, I miss you" I cried reaching for him. "Elizabeth open your freaking eyes. Mom can't lose you too, not another child, do you know what that would do to her?! And don't even get me started on Liam!" He said in a sharp tone. I sighed in anger. "Mom just about tried to kill herself when I left.. Image what would actually happen.." He said softer this time. I shook my head. "I miss and love you so much, I just can't keep pushing through like this; I'm not strong like you!" I was crying hysterically now. "No. Elizabeth stop that right now. Look around you." He said motioning around the hospital room. "All of your friends are in the waiting room crying their eyes out waiting for you to open yours. Mom, Liam and that kid never left your side." He said in his sharp tone again. "It's been so hard without you, Log. You know that?" I asked looking into his eyes. "Effy, when I said you have a choice, you know I wasn' serious right? You'd actually think I'd let you throw away your life, shit, you must be delusional." Logan stated with a smirk and I crashed into his arms while he stroked my hair. "I love you, Eff, live your life to the fullest, love like you never loved before and take care of mom and Liam, They both need you, no matter how tough they try to act. They're slowly breaking.." He said while stroking my hair in a soothing tone. "i'll see you again when it's time, but right now, isn't your time. You promised mom. You always keep your promises." He said while pulling me back a little to look at him. "I love you." I whispered and he shook his head. "You too, kid." And with that he was gone. And I was left staring at everyone around me. It was weird. I could hear them speak: I could hear and almost feel their pain..? Logan was right, my mom and brother need me. My friends need me. And I certainley need them. I walked next to myself and then my mom started to scream bloody murder for a doctor. "What's happening?!" I yelled to no one. Doctors and nurses ran in beside my body. "What are you doing?!" "NO stop!" It was all useless. They couldn't hear me.. I looked at my mom who was now being supported by Ryder to stand up. He was craddiling her. Teary eyes, looking away. I've never seen Mister my-ego's-too-big-even-for-me all.. Caring? I looked back at the doctors do their job to have them stop and the beats become low. He turned to my mother.. "I'm sorry, but I'm afraid she didn't make it." He said with a blank face like this is normal. One of the nurses couldn't stand to watch my mother any more and left. My mom fell to the floor grasping my brother's shirt crying for dear life. And that's when I flew straight up in my bed.. It was all a dream?! More like a mother fraking nightmare! I had tears in my eyes and I felt like I couldn't breath. I sat up in my hospital bed and buzzed a nurse. She has assured me I was just freaking out because of the surgery I'd be going into in a couple of hours, she had told me it can be life threatening, but I had a higher risk at making it than anything.. I nodded my head and laid back down on the bed, sleep completely gone now. I sighed in annoyance and prepared for the thing I dreaded for that was approaching. And fast. 

A/N WHOA.. PLOT TWIST. SORRY, I JUST FELT LIKE THINGS WERE ESCALATING TOO FAST, BUT SORRY FOR THE LONG BUTT WAIT ON AN UPDATE! AND SORRY FOR IT BEING SO DARN SHORT! THE NEXT WILL BE LONGER, PROMISE!(: BUT I'M ON BREAK NOW, SO EXPECT A LOT FROM ME! NO PROMISES THOUGH, WHO KNOWS, I COULD GET SICK AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT! IM JUST PLAYING, I'LL TRY MY HARDEST TO KEEP UPDATING, BUT I MIGHT NOT CONTINUE THIS BOOK. IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL.. ORIGINAL ENOUGH, I GUESS YOU COULD SAY. I DUNNO. WHAT DO Y'ALL THINK? REMEMBER PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT IF YOU'D LIKE, ALSO FOLLOW ME!(: 

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