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Please do your best to ignore
The messages I send you
After 1:34

With every line I write
Its like you're slipping away
Or maybe that's the worry of the night

Nails scratch against my brain
As I stare out into the dark
Is this it? Have I gone insane?

Y'see something lurks in my mind
Waiting for you to fall asleep
And then it attacks from behind

Memories of all the good I've done
Changing them, warping them, breaking them
Down until I can't feel the sun

My heart feels numb and cold
Rocking back and forth on my bed
Battling all these lies is getting old

So when I ask if you're awake
That's me reaching out to you
Because the night is too hard to take

Just to let you know
If this doesn't make sense
I wrote this all in one go

As an outlet for all my stress
To put all of this in words
Because I'm a total mess

And you don't have to reply
I swear I might be fine
Just to clarify

So do your best to ignore
The messages I send you
After 1:34

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