When We Have Sufficiently Tortured Each Other

Massage

You help her remove her shirt
"Did you want a towel to cover your front?"
You ask as you shift & sit behind her on the bed

"Oh no it's fine"
She says completely carefree as she tosses her shirt onto the floor
You blush instantly.
"Unless you mind?"
She adds, turning her head slightly, her eyes looking back at you, grinning when she sees your fluster

"I- Agh, I don't mind at all"
You squeeze out with a nervous scoff at yourself

She giggles at your reaction, humming an agreeing hum
"I thought as much"
She says in an almost flirty pleased tone as she turns her head back, resting it in a downward position ready for you to begin.

You squeeze the lotion onto your hands, taking extra time to warm it between them, take a breath to calm you & admire her beautiful back; You've seen it in pictures before but it's so much more incredible in person.
Her skin flawless alabaster with a light sprinkling of freckles, her back muscles are so toned & visible. She looks like a fine artwork, almost like a delicate marble statue.

You take a breath before you finally spread the lotion over her neck & back in smooth long strokes, already she is beginning to breathe calmly.
"Oh that is amazing"
She says with a relaxed exhale.
You run your thumbs along her shoulder line first, back & forth rolling your thumbs in circular motions really working out the tension, you continue that up her neck to the beginning of her hairline & back down again.

You massage for quite some time, all the lotion as been absorbed so you grab the bottle to get some more, just as you try to squeeze it slips from your hands
"Shit"
You let out as you retrieve the bottle from the bed

"Clumsy little girl aren't you?"
She says
Your stomach drops.
Not only is that incredibly sexy but it happens to be a line from a fanfic of yours.
A coincidence?

"Oh god, yes I am horribly clumsy"
You answer with a chuckle, she hums in agreement, chuckles with you before you begin massaging again

She pushes back as you massage
"Did you want more pressure?"
You ask her

"Ohhh Yes please-
We all like it hard sometimes, don't we baby"
She says in a low seductive tone, slightly turning her face almost looking at you.

You could pass out. THAT line is 100% from your fanfic. FUCK.
You are almost frozen right now, not knowing how to react.
Your heart is thumping in your chest.

She turns just her face to you now
"What's the matter hon"
She says innocently yet with a teasing smile..

You don't know how you're going to cope
"Ahh"
You squeeze out, pausing not knowing what to say

Thankfully Cate interposes
"Could it be the suggestiveness of that sentence?"
She says grinning looking at you as you
"Orrr, could it be that what I said reminded you of something?"
She adds
her eyes flick to yours before lowering her gaze to your red flushed chest, down to your fumbling hands.

"I don't know what to say"
You say with a shakey voice, your eyes looking down at your hands unable to look at her, you are so nervous.
Her seeing your tweets was one thing, but a smutty fanfic is ALOT.

She lets out an amused scoff, you see her hand approach yours, she places her hand over your hands in a calm way, stopping your nervous fiddling, her thumb giving a comforting squeeze before she runs her hand up your arm slowly.
"You feel a rush over you. Maybe she's flirting..."
She says in a sexy tone, relaying more lines from your fic, you know for sure now.
"Look at me"
She says as her hand reaches your chin lifting it to look at her.
You do as she asks, you feel so overwhelmed.

"Cate I'm sor-"
You begin to say, her finger presses against your lips, a
"Shh"
Comes from her.

Her finger moves from your lips & her hand cups your cheek
"No need for sorries. Like I said; I know everything now & very much enjoyed what I found."

Her eyes look into yours & she smirks a smirk that hits you like a truck, a smirk that makes your whole feeling change, pushing all of your anxiety away & sparking a fire inside you.

"I must say, you are very talented in your writing"
She says with a permissive smile in a seductive way, emphasising the 'very' & 'writing'

Her thumb begins to stroke your cheek
"How did that one part go again?"
She says in a sarcastically confused way before continuing
"Ahh yes I remember; she whispers your name into your ear slowly, her accent strong, her voice deep prolonging each letter as if to savor them."
She says as she slowly leans to your ear
"Y/N"
she whispers just as described & written.

Goosebumps cover your body & you smile.
She backs away from your ear to be face to face with you again.

"Look at that, just how it was written, you smile"
She says with a pleased grin
"And if I did that correctly"
She says pausing as she trails her hand down to the left of your chest
"your heart flutters"
She adds nodding a slow pleased nod at your fluttering heart.

"And then, that beautiful line that truly-"
She begins to say the next like but you cut her off softly
"Never before has my name ever felt such wonderful a one"
You say quietly with a gentle smile

She smiles back at you as she slowly leans closer to you, just like your fanfic, her pupils enlarged, a grin spread across her face, her tongue sliding across her teeth before licking her lips lightly.
This is insane

"Is this really happening, really going to happen?"
You say breathily as she continues coming closer, she is now facing you fully

"Ah huh" she says with a nod before just like how it was written her lips brush yours. Not innocently, like a tease. She kisses you softly, you kiss back almost cautiously. Your senses seduced.
You pull away briefly to catch your breath, your heart thumping loudly in your ears.
You look at her completely perplexed, your look almost asking
'Are you sure?'
'Is this what you want?'
She looks into your eyes, smiling before she nods, she knows exactly what you were thinking.
She leans in, kissing you again
"Don't be afraid, let go"
She whispers into your lips
& with that encouragement you do exactly what she says, you kiss her deeper, returning the tease, your hand reaches out to her chest, you run your fingers over her collar bones, you feel her breath quicken against your mouth & a pleased hum coming from her.

You were so taken away you forgot she had no shirt on....