𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 || 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐲

Mardröm

nightmares.

that was something that was reoccurring in jacks now lonley nights. he felt alone now more than ever

but he was no longer at a dead end.

jack felt hopeful in his future.

but one thing that shook him to the core was the fact school was coming back and everyone knew about how he was beaten the night of the party

if only they knew the impact it had on his life

jack looked at himself in the mirror his eye was still bruised terribly alone with other parts of his face. He looked to his body seeing that not eating recently had left intense features on his body.

his hands trembled as he dared lift his shirt to see his torso
he regretted it. It was bruised and scratched small bits of dry blood lay around each cut.

jack smelled rather unsettling too as he had given up on showering. Showering brought him flashbacks
the ones he rather not live with.

corbyn sat on jacks bed with sad eyes watching jack examine himself.

"I know you don't want to speak about what happened. but progress can't start without it." corbyn said gently.

"did Timothy touch you in any other way than to beat you?"corbyns voice was somewhat shy

"I don't want to talk about it." I whispered as my hand ghosted over my neck

where timothy grabbed me the day in the locker room.

I felt his hand still traveling down my torso

the sickening words he spoke.

I would have to face him today in the hallways. I would have to pretend everything was fine. everything wasn't fine

my soulmate would no longer be by my side.

it would be Christina,corbyn and I against the world.

but I never preferred it that way.

I sighed heavily as teardrops hit the floor.
"Boys don't cry." I said to myself as I tried to stop my tears.
I refused to wipe them away it would show weakness.

"I cry sometimes.." corbyn spoke from my bed. I had forgotten his presence.

"zach never told me I was beautiful." I began to think of when Zach told me I was unattractive.

I saw it more than ever in that moment as I watched myself in the mirror

I felt as if the mirror would crack at any second.

my tears slowed to a halt and small smile appeared on my lips

Zach was okay so it didn't matter how dreadful I was at the moment he didn't have to see me for another three months

three months to become beautiful

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